hurt

oo yeah..

i've been hurt and keep on hurting..

should i care?

maybe just forget it.

p/s : balasan sbb dah hurt org lain

New semester, new meaning..

Salam and cheers..

its last few months since ive updated my blog..

i'm on my 2nd day, 1st week of the july -- my 3rd year 1st semester civil engineering degree :)

syukur alhamdulillah, ive succesfully entering this years and passed all the years ive been leaving behind .. kira2 ehm 19 years huh? :P

once entering .. i feel so homesick.. i miss my family so much .. and that depressing me.. and with some circumstances that strike in one day .. but its a history now aite? take the good part, throw away the bad part ^^

and ive found a bold and cute quote:

"Big Risk = Big Life" -SarahSpiralTree

and ive asked myself, how many years ago you take risk..? so far i keep on playing safe... ouh.. how small my world is?! and i feel like changing.. i want to enlarge my world.. i dont want to regret my life..

ive been staying at the same spot for this few years ..

so.. dare to change this semester, what risk will you take and want to create new history? i should say yes! and really go for it!

i even listen to this one old song .. ntah tak ngat name .. it help me to regain my energy .. to know myself.. myself who gave the soul to my body ..

along this journey, i hope my family will not give up on me, Allah will never stop smiling at me and myself not to be distracted by the things that i should not be distracted .. amin :)

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2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
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1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Jai Ho - PCD

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Planetarium- Otsuka Ai

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Be My Last - Utada Hikaru

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Teardrops on my Guitar - Taylor Swift

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
When You look me in the eyes - jonas brothers

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
final distance - utada hikaru

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
ayat-ayat cinta - rossa

10. WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO DURING TAKE 5?
last kiss - pearl jam

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
lucky - jason mraz

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
hey there delillah - plain white t's

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
kiss me - sixpence none the richer

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
dancing in the moonlight - toploader

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
you belong to me - lifehouse

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
kisah cintaku - peterpan

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
there she goes - sixpence none the richer

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
hana - orange range

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
no promises - shayne ward

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
baby, can i hold you tonight - boyzone

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Beautiful - Akon feat Colby O'Donis

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Summertime - New Kids On The Block

total action

salam and pagi! 

feeling like writing about myself...

yesterday, 11th march another memorable day for me..

there is esq's preview for utpians..

its my very first time for preview.. i've never go for one.. so i dont know whether the quantitiy of people coming yeserday should be satisfying or not.. but i believe, anyone who came yesterday.. diorg takkan menyesal.. :)

they able to see some protion of the esq training itself and even myself (who was alumni) feel entertained as well. 

personally, semalam dah cukup sangat sebagai recharge semula for me.. haha.. lepas meninggalkan training tu selama 5 bulan without being any ATS and without recharge or anything (because of holidays and the difficulties to reach the training's destination) .. rasa sangat tertampar.. betapa aku dah mula lalai.. mula jadi hamba dia yang zalim.. sungguh..

aku nak g training tu agiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. +_+

alhamdulillah semalam diberi kesempatan, dipanjangkan nafas untuk mengingat kembali Dia.. untuk bertekad melakukan yang terbaik dalam hidup.. sebab..

Dia lah sebab kita di bumi ini, hidup! Disebabkan Dia, kita mampu senyum lagi...

Disebabkan Dia aku terfikir kembali, "Cukup ke sekadar kebahagiaan dunia je? Dah cukup ke sijil akhirat aku?" .. grr... 

sesungguhnya meninggalkan training tu dgn satu kadar yang lama adalah satu cabaran buatku yang dah tahu, yang dah faham.. tapi LUPA! Maafkan aku, ya Allah.. 

Thank You for loving me, ALLAH.. eventhough i keep on forgetting how to love you the way you love me.. please forgive me..

ESQ? Ape tu? meh... bace..

Salam to all!

What does ESQ stands for?

ESQ stands for Emotional, Spiritual Quotient.

What are Emotional and Spiritual Quotient?

Emotional Intelligence (EI), often measured as an Emotional Intelligence Quotient (EQ), describes a concept that involves the ability, capacity, skill or (in the case of the trait EI model) a self-perceived ability, to identify, assess, and manage the emotions of one's self, of others, and of groups.
Bradberry, Travis and Greaves, Jean. (2005). The Emotional Intelligence Quick Book. New York: Simon and Schuster. (ISBN 0743273265)

Spiritual Quotient (SQ) is described as a measure that looks at a person's spiritual intelligence in the same way as intelligence quotient (IQ) looks at cognitive intelligence. It is the study in which there are 6 types of personalities: social, investigative, artistic, realist, contractor and conventional.

The authors who have already begun dishing out books by the dozen on the subject of Spiritual Quotient contend that it is only SQ that set humans apart from both machines and animals. According to them SQ is about compassion and creativity, self-awareness and self-esteem, flexibility and gratitude.
Roshni Datta, The Spiritual Secrets of Success Indiaonline article accessed on July 27, 2006

What is ESQ Leadership Training?

ESQ Leadership training is a 2 or 3 days training that uses a character development module, “The ESQ Way 165″. It was founded by Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian and it was proven useful since there is more than 600 000 alumni around the world.

Why it is called a “leadership training”?

Micheal H. Hart, the author of “The Most Influential Person in The World” had eventually concluded that Prophet Muhammad(peace been upon him) as the No. 1 leader on top of other great leaders such as Gautama Buddha, Vladimir Lenin, Jesus Christ and many more. 

ESQ Leadership Training is about learning the experience of the most influential leader in the world history; the values, principles and actions that makes him the top leader.

What does the training bring?

ESQ Leadership Training unleash our inner(intrinsic) universal values of honesty, responsibility, teamwork, discipline, fairness, visioner and care(7 ESQ Core Values). 

The universal values cross the borders of differences may exist among us such as difference of races, superiors and subordinates between husband and wife or father and son or the CEO and executives and many more.

After 2 or 3 days of the training, there are more than 90 %(reference: in-house training feedback forms) testimonials of positive changes in individual. A changed person gives greater impact to the family, workplace, society and nation as a whole.

How to sustain what I’ve got from the training?

There are some ways that you could do:
 Once you became an alumni of the training, you could join the training again to ‘recharge’ for free; wherever it is around the globe.
 As an alumni as well, there are some activities such as monthly breakfast sharing, montly “renungan 165″ and continuous “program menghafal dan menghayati 99 Asmaul Husna through Super Power Memory Way”.
 Volunteering as an ATS (Alumni Training Support).
 Do practise 5 Actions as stated in the ESQ Model throughout your life.

How effective is the training?

ESQ Leadership Training Malaysia has a humble beginning in 2006 by conducting 2 public trainings a year.
In 2007 through words of mouth and strong support from alumni, we have increased public training to more than 40.

Now we are working closely with big conglomerates, multinational companies and government agencies such asPetronas, Sime Darby, UEM Group, BPR, DBKL and many more in order to promote the values of 165(one value, 6 principles and 5 actions).

Petronas gives us 4.6 score(out of 5).

What is ESQ training approach?

ESQ Leadership Training is an experiential learning accelerated by:

high impact multimedia
powerful sound technology
giant screen presentation
convenient venues

ESQ Leadership Training is a blend of modern management, spirituality and science.

ESQ Leadership Training atmosphere

What is ESQ training model?

The ESQ Leadership Training consists of :

1 Value - How to feel God consciousness.

The modules are:

Inner Journey
Outer Journey
Zero Mind Process

6 Principles - How to internalise core values. 

The modules are:

Star Principle
Angel Principle
Leadership Principle
Learning Principle
Vision Principle
Well-Organised Principle

5 Actions - How to sustain the principles and core values. 

The modules are:

Mission Statement
Character Building
Self-Controlling
Strategic Collaboration
Total Action

This is why it is called ESQ 165.

What are the references of the training?

As a spiritual leadership training, we need to have reliable references and as a Muslim, Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian refers to the following resources to develop his module:
 Quran
 Hadith - the teachings of the Prophet Muhammed (pbuh)
 Spiritual journey to historical places where top leaders were born
 Research through ESQ team
 Findings based on science and modern management
 Sharing of experience from people from all walks of life

Why do I have to pay for the training?

ESQ Leadership Training is conducted by professionals and in order to ensure its effectiveness, ESQ Leadership Center spends a big sum of money for multimedia, sound system, booking a comfortable training hall and many more.

Nevertheless ESQ Leadership Training is relatively cheaper compared to other trainings conducted by other companies.

Is it true that I could join the training for free?

Yes, it is true if you are already an alumni. You could recharge yourself in other training(any module/s that you have attended), wherever it is, for free.


TESTIMONIALS

Saya merasakan bahawa dari sudut isi mahupun metodologi, ESQ Training sungguh menakjubkan.
Romli Hussein, VP, TELEKOM Malaysia

ESQ is very good and effective training that makes us get in touch with our spiritual and emotional side. Participants will come back recharged with renewed enthusiasm to be a person that he or she can be whether as a father, mother, entrepreneur, son, daughter, worker or boss.
Ahmad Nazri Ahmad Noor, HR General Manager, Kumpulan Karangkraf

ESQ Training in many areas have managed to enlighten and enhance my views and perception of myself and further strengthen my current inner beliefs and principles. Personally, ESQ in some ways has made me more optimistic and refresh my outlook towards life.
Wang Twee Pang, Branch Manager, PUSPAKOM

ESQ Sukses adalah harapan semua di zaman moden ini. Ternyata untuk mencapai hidup sukses tidak cukup mengutamakan IQ saja, namun diperlukan kematangan serta ketrampilan emosional dan spiritual
Usman Chatib Warsa, REKTOR UI, INDONESIA

Before I join the ESQ Training I did not realized I did awful things in my life especially to my families, friends and staff. I was egoist, naive and lot more of bad attitudes. ESQ shaked me and made me aware who am I, where am I coming from and where am I heading to. I feel remorse. ESQ had been the eye opener of my heart and will lead me to a better life on the way back to Allah the Almighty.
William de Weerd, Risk Manager, Rodamco Europe, Holland

Ary Ginanjar brings the deep power of ESQ to a vision of renewed and compassionate Islam. He has the voice of a wise teacher. His words opened my heart to the beauty of a faith I had never before understood.
Danah Zohar, Pengarang ‘Spiritual Intelligence’ & ‘Spiritual Capital’, ENGLAND

ESQ 165 balances the spiritual, emotional, and intellectual aptitude and attitude in me. It fits nicely in the total training philosophy of interfacing work, life, and learning.. I am truly impressed despite my 28 years experiencing in human capital development. Its’ a mind opener.
Roslan Razak, VICE PRESIDENT 1 , SIME DARBY BUSINESS SCHOOL

I have had formal training on various kinds of learning. I had once seek religious knowledge and had continuously practiced the good deeds(amal) from the classes I attended. Then I was busy climbing the corporate ladder until I missed the pure feeling of happiness when you feel and aware that God is helping you in your every conduct-God even suppress your words so as not to be blurted out when you have the temptation to say something damaging. Three days in ESQ training gives me back the feelings. It is so serene. I realized my habitual conducts have changed abruptly. From my experience and knowledge in human resource development, ESQ Training is indeed a transformational learning; a learning experience that is capable to transform people which normally occur in real life situation such as being diagnosed with cancer or lost os someone dear
Nor Aliza Abd Latif, SENIOR MANAGER, HUMAN RESOURCE PLANNING TNB

Organisasi seperti PUSPAKOM yang terpenting dalam membangun modal insan bukanlah skill atau knowledge, tetapi spiritual melalui internal strength, di situlah kekuatan.
Dato’ Hj Salamat Hj Wahit, CEO PUSPAKOM

ESQ TRAINING IN UTP

The first batch that have experienced ESQ training in UTP was last semester (25 - 26 October 2008) with a total number of 163 students. 

This semester, we are expecting about the same number of participants which is 170 students. Since we are having it in house, ESQ Leadership Center reduce the price to only RM 400. Student Support Services Department (JPSP) agreed to sponsor each participant RM 100 so the price is further reduced to only RM 300.

Price Comparison

Adult RM 1 380
Mahasiswa RM 550
Teens RM 700
Kids RM 500

ESQ In House specially for UTP students RM 300 nett (Certificate, Alumni Card and Foods are provided)

Why RM 300??

ESQ is a training conducted by professionals for professionals. Their target participants are mainly corporate organizations.

These are some of organizations which have held ESQ In House training :

Individuals from various corporates and organisations :

AFFIN BANK
AGRO BANK
CYCLE & CARRIAGE BINTANG
DEWAN BAHASA DAN PUSTAKA
EXXON MOBIL
FELDA PRODATA
FUJI ELECTRIC
HITACHI
HOSPITAL KUALA LUMPUR
HOSPITAL KUALA TERENGGANU
INSTITUT PERGURUAN SARAWAK
INTI COLLEGE UNIVERSITI
JABATAN MUFTI (SELANGOR)
JABATAN PERIKANAN
JABATAN KEMAJUAN ISLAM MALAYSIA
JABATAN KERJA RAYA
JABATAN PENDIDIKAN TEKNIKAL
JABATAN PERKHIDMATAN AWAM
JABATAN TENAGA RAKYAT
JOHOR CORPORATION
JURUTERA PERUNDING ZAABA
KASTAM DIRAJA MALAYSIA
KEMENTERIAN KESIHATAN
KEMENTERIAN PELAJARAN
KEMENTERIAN PERTAHANAN
KEMENTERIAN BELIA DAN SUKAN
KEMENTERIAN PELAJARAN MALAYSIA
MAJLIS BANDARAYA SHAH ALAM
MAJLIS SUKAN NEGARA
MAKTAB PERGURUAN ILMU KHAS
MALAKOFF
MAYBANK
MULTIMEDIA UNIVERSITY
PERBADANAN KEMAJUAN NEGERI PAHANG
PERBADANAN KEMAJUAN NEGERI SELANGOR
PERBADANAN PUTRAJAYA
PETRONAS
PERBADANAN KEMAJUAN NEGERI SELANGOR
PERMODALAN NASIONAL BERHAD
POLIS DI-RAJA MALAYSIA
PROTON
PUSPAKOM
PUTRAJAYA HOLDING
RISDA
RTM
SEGI COLLEGE
SIME DARBY
STAR PUBLICATIONS
SURUHANJAYA SYARIKAT MALAYSIA
SYARIKAT AIR JOHOR
TELEKOM
TENAGA NASIONAL BERHAD
UEM GROUP
UTUSAN MELAYU
YADIM

ESQ training incorporates the use of giant screens and high impact audio quality.

ESQ is the only training that you can join the same module all over again for free anywhere in the world.

Paying RM 300 is not just for one shot. You will be given alumni card to able you to pass in every ESQ training anywhere after this. 

ESQ training is established after research and studies and recognized worldwide.

ESQ was on invitation to present to His Honorary Mohammed bin Rashid Al Maktoum, Emir of Dubai, in Japan and in Oxford University.

Advantages of ESQ in Employment

ESQ is recognized by big companies and might assist you in interview.

Companies are looking for integrity in a person. ESQ training harness integrity that human race are crying for nowadays.

Is ESQ for Muslims only?

No. ESQ is a human development training or MODAL INSAN as Pak Lah likes to put it. ESQ is not exclusive. Its approach is very universal and suitable for all creature named human. A lot of non-Muslims have experienced ESQ training and admit the benefits they received.

Do we need to bring anything to write on?

No. ESQ is an experiential training. So you just need to bring yourself I suppose. It is like going to the cinema.

What is the language medium of ESQ training?

For the time being, the training is conducted in Bahasa Malaysia. 

However, they are developing the English part and you can join next time when it is available in English.

Who are ESQ alumi among staff?

Ustaz Rahmat (Mosque Admin)
Mdm. Mashitah (Humanities Dept.)
Ir. Dr. Hj. Muhd Fadhil Nuruddin (Civil Dept. AP)
Mr. Amirul Faiz (Civil Dept. Academic Executive)
Mr. Talhah (Residential College Head)

Details of Event

Date : 4 - 5 April 2009 (First weekend after semester break)
Time : 7.30 a.m - 7.30 p.m
Venue : MPH
Fee : RM 300 only

How to register :

1-Visit our booth at Pocket D
2-Call or SMS 013-5919468
3-PM farah.sama on GTalk and YM, farah-sama on mIrC

P/S : 

VISIT www.esqutp.blogspot.com and www.esq.com.my.

We are planning to have ESQ preview free-of-charge before the exact event. Do check announcement in E-learning!

Interested??

Make a move!

ESQ FAQs and Responses.

ESQ FAQs and Responses 

Assalamualaikum...

seems that there are some frequent issues regarding the ESQ trening that i might be able to elaborate more here...

bang/akak/cik adik, nk pg tp kurangnya budget utk kali ni

utp dh sponsor bout rm175 utk korg whereby total fees per person adalah 350..dengan sarapan, teh pg, tghari, and teh petangn disediakan, 25 makan korg adalah cukup kot...korg juga akan diberikan sijil which is RECOGNIZED by the big company not only in MALAYSIA yet at other contries (baca: this trening is worldwide accepted and being conducted)
rm300 is only paid for ONE time and u can enter the SAME trening all over again in FIVE different locations (KL, JB, Penang, Selangor + Tganu kot) in malaysia for a monthly basis (refer scheduled timetable by ESQ Trening at their web: www.esq.com.my ).. 

aku rasa cam aku ada hal a time tu bro..siyes aku nk pg

this rm300 is only applicable to dis coming trening..klo korg nk pg kat luar, the fees is totally different..kenapa? sbb utp sapot utk kali ni...

as long as u have the ALUMNI card, and at dat time ada hal, korg dh bole pg other trening with FREE since korg ada card..

segan lak aku nk g ngan korg...cam terasa diri ni tak cukup layak lg..

aku sndri bukan org yg sgt baik...mulut aku yg pedas ni, hati aku yg agak hitam bagaikan rambut ikal aku ni dan juga tangan2 yg sentiasa menyakiti org...even the prophet himself said dat we must and always try to improve...and kenapa kita ignorant tamo improve diri sndri?

lek lu, muda lg ni..lom sampai umur lg go for mende2 cam nmpk tua ni

this esq trening dat coming to utp is design for a student..which means from 18-25..content dia dh design to fit our thinking...nk lari lg? :P

tak tua pon klo pg mende ni...matang+more critical thinking maybe...but dat one, clearly be seen afterwards..insyaAllah

aiseh, sabtu ahad ke? cam clash ngan coQ and aku pon rasa nk blk lak...

balik lagi? byk gile duit beli tiket...bek g esq...muahaha..psl coQ, ada exemption letter.. mai aa~

aku tak nmpk kenapa aku kena pg...

one thing big companies are looking now are totally not on ur CGPA(capacity for knowledge IQ)...but it is more towards how ur thinking skills (which is EQ), integrity (again EQ), and principle (SQ)...
one question of competency based interview for petronas interview is like dis: how fast do u learn? and my answer would be like this...(totally not like this during the interview) if somehow that have high motivation (EQ), not influenced by the what would he get by the end of the month (SQ), like to do wat he/she want (EQ), able to communicate well (EQ), and willingness to accept the knowledge (IQ)...
byk term kan post ni? aku pon rasa aku pening..haha...anyway, just put ur thought on dis..

p/s: nk reg ngan aku kat sini pon bole...kat booth pun bole~...just leave ur name, ic, id, and contact number..

(Source: http://farhansthought.blogspot.com/)

p/s: Renewed by me.. but still can contact me for any details. :D or go straight here: www.esqutp.blogspot.com or pm us at mirc #esq ~ :D

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#1 Describe 10 things about the person who tag you

Part 1: no one tag me.. baru nak tag aa nih.. pass this part~

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#2 Describe 10 things about you

1) pendek
2) sarawakians
3) suka lompat-lompat
4) suka makan
5) suka nyampok aliya ngan zuzi
6) naik TAS 5628 dgn mimi utk ke kelas... skrg helmet ilang dah.. menci!
7) dudok v3 kalau kat utp
8) skrg amik civil engineering
9) salah seorang team esq.. pe gi.. cepat2 pm aku na register or nak taw more details!
10) ada kokiko~ ^^v

#3 Choose 10 people to be tagged

1) zuzi
2) aliya
3) ramzi
4) haini
5) zaim aiman
6) kak lin
7) paan iqbal
8) syikin
9) half
10) pedos