nafas aku

some thoughts :)

2011-06-23T15:19:00.000-07:00

i have been born as the eldest.
i was destined to pass the PTS and mingles among the people who is one year older than i am.
when i was in year 5, i was introduced to wonderful friends.
when i was in high school, i met with wonderful and also some gross one.
when i was in the university, i met the beautiful friends.

beautiful doesn't mean that we don't feel sad or angry. but most of the time, their attendance makes me learn better about my life.

so, i was saying, i'm used to mingling around people older than me.

along the path i learnt one most important thing -- which i only understand when i'm in my final semester:

"no matter how old/young/clever/stupid u r, respecting ur leader is the most important. no matter how bad/good the leader is, as a team we should always support each other."

this applies to any team work/family/friends networking.

sometimes people can get angry just because of a word. the word which is not respecting their dignity or in other words -- their dignity of age.

as example, your mom would not like to listen when you teach/correct them with harsh words because they thought that you are trying to be clever. why they thought so? yep, because they thought they had live longer, they should know more or at least they should received non-harsh words to correct them.

take note pls, the older you get, the sensitive you will be. do not argue about this fact. this is true even though i didn't have statistics to prove this.

this happens to everyone but everyone must understand, this can be solve.

all to do is that ... inhale, exhale, smile.. think of the aftermath from this behavior. then you will be able to forgive and start a new life.

much to say, enjoy your life the way you are. don't do misery to your life. one day, when you end up on a hospital bed you would want someone beautiful come visit and cheer you up. and not regretting about this later.

last but not least, whenever you feel angry - go do something else. when u standing at that time, try sitting. if u sitting, try lying. if ur lying, try take ablution (wudhu'). that last solution surely works because it means that you decided not to follow the devil's path but you have decided to let Allah help you to settle the feelings. With Allah's bless, your problem will be solved much easier.

easy right? so post-anger? when you suddenly feel guilty after being angry? what should you do?

pray pray pray to Him so that you have the strength to ask for forgiveness and hope the person that you anger at, are understanding and able to forgive you. this is for the case where you are the person who is having the most difficulty to talk/ask for forgiveness. and most of us will have this kind of situation, especially after a fight. and then, go ask for that forgiveness. May Allah bless you :)

always be strong and never lose hope. never lose friends/family. :)

2nd December 2010

2010-12-01T19:14:00.001-08:00

Hello miss december :)

Its a fantastic day to start with.

Today's wishlist

1. Oat ~

Yours?

29th November 2010

2010-11-29T02:36:00.000-08:00

mak ai~ after this few days not updating my blog.. finally my love towards food STRENGTHEN!

i managed to make a wishlist today~ tadaa~

Today wishlist!

1. Pizza Ria -- best local pizza at Kuching, Swak!!

check it out --> http://foursquare.com/venue/8800919

2. Breadstix.

but, cannot achieved any of this because of:

1. Location -- very far away from my current location!
2. Budget. Baru awal bulan maaaa.. kna jaga2 +_+

So yours for today?

25th November 2010

2010-11-24T19:40:00.000-08:00

Soooooooooooooo long since i've updated my blog ~____________~

So busy with my final exam but it had finished yesterday!! Yippie~~ Syukran2 :D

Since the last post, I personally did not have any weird desire toward food. But i do have fantastic food moments:

Birthday cake! Happy advanced birthday mala~

and Ah! I've eating a lot of foods during Ipoh's outing. aigu >___< i'm so happyyyyy~~

End of final exam, means end of semester. But i'm staying and having the sem break in the campus. Means, i will be spending part of my time wishing on foods. hehe :P
And the reality i should be ready with(mentally and emotionally); which will start by next semester is this:

Lebih kurang mcm ni la kut next sem. miao~

Today, I do have weird desire on food again! :D (i think, my desire towards food a bit low before this because of exam pressure kah kah kah)

1. lasagna~~
2. tomyam >_<

So whats yours???

p/s: Happy final exam-ing to my friends who still on their exam week and happy holiday to the whom already settled their papers. ;) And Happy Graduating to my IT/IS friends and Jan Engineering intake' friends. I still can't accept the fact that you all will not be here next semester. Until we meet again - on our Graduation Day :) May success be with all of you, insya Allah.

20th November 2010

2010-11-19T20:15:00.000-08:00

Today wishlisttttttttt!

1. All described in the picture below:

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i wanttttttt >__________________<

2. Dabai

3. Coklat
4. Cakoi

5. Laici kang
6. Sardine roll

7. Magic Bite's Cheese Spirals Fries

Lebih kurang mcm tok la rupanya. Just add some orange-cheese spread on it. And you can get it at RM3 only. Unfortunately, not available in Sjung Msia. :(

-images courtesy of Google search-

So whats yours? :P

19th November 2010

2010-11-19T02:31:00.000-08:00

Helllooo.. just got over my 2nd final exam. Yesterday, I have not thought of any food. Weird ~_~

But today, I did.

Wishlist~

1.Laksa~

what's yours?

17th November 2010

2010-11-16T20:00:00.000-08:00

Morning ^__________^

Its 10 Zulhijjah in Malaysia. Salam Aidiladha all :)

I am stranded in my campus because we are currently in our exam week .. so, some of us (like me) have to stay .. its my first time to stay back during celebration day like this. trying to be positive by saying this to myself - "bukan selalu dapat merasa jadi org jauh nih :P .. lagi2 time raya" ..

so instead of helping with preparation at home, most of us at the campus do this:

and the guys cook me this:

This is "spaghetti carbonara" which the spaghetti itself is actually wrongly bought :P... but still superb nyummy!

and also this

Its caramel pudding! Nice thought of making each and everyone of us feel at HOME :)

I had a blessed morning :).. but still i got my wishes for today :P

Here goes the list:

1. Ketupat ~~
2. Kari ayam ^,^
3. Ayam madu ^_^

So whats yours? :D

16th November 2010

2010-11-15T16:43:00.000-08:00

Today wishlist!

1. burger with lots of pickles and onions

image courtesy of google search.. lebih kurg mcm ni la i nak :))

2. Ayamas!: http://www.kedaiayamas.com.my/promotion/index.php [Achieved!]

Today the day! Happy 21st Birthday Farah!~ ;P

Thanks to Allah, my beloved friends and family for the cute surprise and the presents. :D

Now i have new study + sleeping partner :) [thx kokiko and mengmeng for the presents]

and today is also my first day of final exam! pfft~

So whats your food wishes?

15th November 2010

2010-11-14T14:10:00.000-08:00

Morning :)

Today's wishlist!

1. Mee goreng + banyak ayam :D [Achieved!]

-image courtesy google search-

2. Roti gula. Kropkrop >______________<
3. Maggi curry.

and a Happy 22nd Birthday dear my ex-housemate, Cik Fatin~ ;)

My rumet and the birthday girl (yg kecik tu ha)

So whats your wish for today? :)

Counting ONE!!!

14th November 2010

2010-11-13T21:39:00.000-08:00

Today wishlist!

1. Ikan goreng + kicap + nasi putih .. nyummmmmmm

What's yours? :D

Counting 2!

13th November 2010

2010-11-12T15:49:00.000-08:00

Morning ^_^ So how are you today? Feeling healthy and shiny? Heee

Today's wish!

1. Sundae!

2. Oh daging salai oh

image still courtesy of google search..

3. Cucur pusuk/anchovies
4. Oblong
5. KFC
6. Sardine roll
7. Oxtail soup
8. Chicken curry Yeo's
9. Snack - onion flavored. [Achieved!]
10. Sardine sandwich.
11. USA Fried Rice
12. Tomyam
13. Ikan masin goreng + nasi putih
14. Tandoori chicken
15. Chicken pie

But my dinner is:

MEE SUP RAMLI from PENGKALAN,PERAK ^_____^

hehe .. image courtesy of myself. :P

Btw, today is one of my good friend's birthday!! Waqqqq! Happy birthday to you~

Ouh one more! Special day countdown: THREEE!

So what's your wishlist today?

12th November 2010

2010-11-12T15:45:00.000-08:00

Hello ^_^

I have love nothing but cheese for today. Lets take a look on the

Wishlist~

1. Cheese naan ^_^

pergh.. delicious ever. (image courtesy google search)

2. RBTMC or also known as Roti Bakar Telur Manis Cheese..

-no pics- :P

but i'm a having a fantastic dinner today: Oblong Daging.. pergh~ but, i had forgotten to take a snap of it because i'm too hungry.. :P sorry~ later i take one and post it here ok ;)

So what's your list?

11th November 2010

2010-11-11T00:34:00.000-08:00

Yo ^__________^

yesterday is my presentation day .. its a funny one :P.. well we have to better than yesterday don't we?

yesterday i ate steamboat~ hehe ;)

lets talk about today!

Today wishlist~

1. Nasi goreng telur + kicap.

also~ its five days to go :D

Whats yours?

9th November 2010

2010-11-09T03:33:00.000-08:00

Today I've done a bit of studying for my final exam. Well, sort of preparing. And also I am preparing for my FYP's presentation tomorrow. Woot woot!

and fyi, today I am counting down towards the special day of my life.

Today: Seven to go

but today, the most thing i can remember, i get envy with my boyfriend + i cry a lot throughout jealousy.

so,

Today's wishlist?

1. Asam boi ice cream.
2. Nasi putih + daging kunyit.

Whats yours? Anyone who read this :) Whoever

8th November 2010

2010-11-07T16:11:00.000-08:00

TOday food wishlist~

1. Omelette special for breakfast :)
2. Sardine roll.
3. Kebab
4. KFC
5. bubur ayam
6. Bihun sup
7. Tomyam

So what's yours?

7th November 2010

2010-11-07T14:41:00.000-08:00

Today wishlist!

1. Daging salai
2. Shabu2 or steamboat
3. Takoyaki

pergh. dlm mimpi jak semua tok.

So what's yours?

6th November 2010

2010-11-05T23:28:00.000-07:00

I have missed the list for the 5th Nov 2010 because I'm out to sightseeing around Perak and well, I've had a fight with someone. So, no mood. But today, as I am here sitting in the small room again, wishing to have all the foods to eat and to smash into my stomach. Here we go.

Today food's wishlist.

1. BK

Whats yours?

4th November 2010

2010-11-03T19:44:00.000-07:00

Morning ^_^

Today I am going to tell you a bit about myself.

These few days, as I walk along the corridor to go to my classes, I have been reflecting on images and emotions at the same time. It is an image where I was still in my junior year, in the campus. Now, I am the final year student and it feels weird as every time I went for my classes, I will automatically reflecting the images and emotions.

It is kind of warm feeling but at the same time I don't understand the meaning. But, anyway...

Today food's wishlist?

1. Chipster.
2. Laksa Sarawak.
3. Keropok tocang (available rah Lundu ajak!)
4. Keropok daun (gara gara angin yg bertiup masok bilit ala2 tepi laut asa menyebabkan teringat keropok ya)
5. Lauk sardin + white rice
6. Kueytiaw kerang

So let me know, what your wishlist?

3rd November 2010

2010-11-02T20:12:00.000-07:00

Ohaiyo!

Today food's wishlist!

Today I have to limit my imagination to be within the campus because dinner would not be so nice like yesterday. :P

So today the wishlist:

1. Porridge + Fried Anchovies + a lot of Onion + soy sauce (homesick!)

So yours?

2nd November 2010

2010-11-02T03:43:00.000-07:00

today food's wishlist!

1. lasagna ~
2. sate bota

so what's your wishlist?

1st Nov 2010

2010-11-01T02:55:00.000-07:00

Salam and good day ^^

I had finally found what to write daily on my blog :)

My food wishlist! :D

In the hostel I can't cook because I don't own any cooker. :( So, I came up with the idea of using imagination to fulfill my desire . :P (ala2 doraemon, bila tgok buku mknan, dia jadi kenyang sbb ade machine dia tu. kalau korg peminat doraemon mst tahu pnye.)

tada~ ini la encek doraemon yg kreatif :) muah muah

Beautifully, I have found that everyday, when I talk to people, I will sense a food aura out of them. :) This happens since I was in my 1st year :P...

Below is an example:

Here goes what happen last night, while i chat with my twin (not with the same genetic), he gave me an aura of this:

burger king! more or else the same thing :)

and all day long i have been wondering about

1. secret recipe's cake (any of them)
2. beef casserole
3. chicken pie (large size)
4. domino's
5. special burger v6

and wonderfully, no people had released any food aura for today yet.

So what is your food's wishlist for today? :P

final year first semester :)

2010-08-11T18:25:00.000-07:00

salam and greetings ^^

its been weeks i have register back in utp.. pursuing my final year :)

well, lets start with the early part of the semester.

arrived in utp quite late.. a night before we having the class ..

i was quite upset because of the timetable's clashes and so on.. and i end up sleeping without thinking anything about it .. (still culture shock) .. oo yea .. my major is Building Construction Technology.

the next day we're having the fyp topics released and briefing. i was glad with the procedure this time. :) there is no need to go through all the tingling-mingling-activity in order to propose our favorite lecturer. hehe

so i end up with 4 topics (will not disclosed) and submitted to the coordinator by the mid of the week. on the first day, we're having the class combined with the Jan intake students and as usual first classes are slumber :) and get to meet our senior friends :D

during the first class of our major: ACM

then the days go on quite fast (maybe because we are final year students). on friday, each and everyone of us get our own topic and i got : Groundwater flow through fractured granite rocks and my SV is a Geology lecturer (won't mention the name here) :P

so i met up with him the same day and we had a good discussion. i hope that my FYP will go through this semester.

so as the second week start, we still have slumber classes with no assignments and a lot of of laugh.. finally, i managed to do fish-giving-food-activity at tasek utp :D this week, the ucity had also conducted AGM and this time around, during the AGM only the Special Task, Treasurer and Secretary will be voted for. hehe.. the President and V.President will be elected during the Civil Engineering's Welcoming Dialog.

this week is our third week :) so we end up with some assignments: reading and writing. no presentation yet at the moment. :D still with laughters a lot.. and yeah, the President and V. President had been decide. I was touch of the newly President's speech as I would never thought that person that i have chosen 3 years ago; is the person who will be leading a brand new society. Thanks to all who have teach him until he is almost completely polished in order to become well rounded student :)

on wednesday, we had started the Ramadhan .. alhamdulillah i had been given the chance again to meet this beautiful month and i hope i can be much skillful muslimah after the month ended and keep on improving, insya Allah.

wish for final year:

1. to have beautiful moments with everyone :D

2. to have wonderful results :)

3. to have the best of the greatest, insya Allah .. ^^v

salam and smile always :D

ada aku kesahhh?

2010-07-09T05:11:00.000-07:00

setelah membaca blog member aku fatin , sila view blog dia at: ngerecho.blogspot.com .. teringin juak blogging

kali tok mintak maaf.. blogging lam bahasa sarawak .. yuhuuuuu

09-07-10

finally practical ku habisssssssssssss.. tp lupak collect testimonial XD wakakaka

mari kita bermula dari hari pertama aku jejak kaki ke site opis aku ya:

30-11-09

hari ya sidak site opis gik gago menteri datang.. tinggal la aku terkapak-kapak ngan clerk lam opis jak.. golek golek knak gigit nyamok .. zz

ptg sikit.. sv aku dtg merik tender doc (ada aku kesah ka?) + contract drawing

sepanjang aku prac tok.. aku hidup "sebatang kara" .. semuaaaaaaaaaaa belajar dikmpun..

tp skali lagi.. ada aku kisah? demi 4.00 oi~

jadi kehidupan engineer ku bena2 bermula
bila aku perlu relieve engineer aku .. nak mampus .. byk rambiut ku gugur..
tp ada org kesah? aku makan pun ditunggah molah keja ... zzzz

diteruskan lepas kehidupan menjadi engineer ya
baruk org percayak ngan aku
baruk suma org nak tegur aku
ook.. skrg aku kesah dah dgn kehidupan rah cya

baruk la aku rasa seronok kerja :D

then terus la kehidupan cemtok sampei la bulan ke6 aku dicya

then ada masok cewek sorg tok ..
yey! kawan baru .. juga dikenali sbg cik fatin
juga owner blog tok: ngerecho.blogspot.com

n finally aku ada partner ngerecooooooo smp abis prac
partner k nenga masalah aku (ulang2 i cita mslh yg sama ngannya)
tabah ati rempuan tok.. ya i sayang :*

smp ke ujung la kmk duak .. steady jak :D
ngereco sana... cilok sini..makan sana.. (makan penting!)
p kak mkn ngereco mdh perot kdak spare tyre.. pa kes?
ada mek duak kesah? XD

08-07-10
i gago presentation + fatin gago nganta report nya
fuh~ dgn keja suma dah siap .. mek duak setel2 la
ngurus brg nak abis prac (konon) .. sambil tetak2

09-07-10
kmk org makannnnnnn piza, spageti, laici kang, rojak ngan pizza lagik!
apa apa pun perot mek org nang hepi la~

we end up our life at ndc as peace as possible

kita jangan putus kawan ya ;)

walaupun tajuk post tok agak sik sesuai

aku nak berterima kaseh banyak2
n mintak maaf dr hujung kaki ke hujung rambut
jika dlm post tok sikda cita pasal
org lain gilak..
tp bg aku..
memori kitak org dgn aku
ada dlm jiwa aku
insya Allah smp mati ..
apa2 yg kitak org berik ngan aku utk my improvement
semuanya aku hrp akan dibls
jika bukan dgn dayaku sendiri
maka akan dibalas Allah dengan sesuatu lain yang setimpal :)

tata all :D

atas pmintaan org ramai .. fewit~

2009-12-28T03:52:00.000-08:00

kmk mula meng update kan blog kamek

well since my last post : shud be around my 3rd yr 1st sem

3rd yr 1st sem is the fastest also the most fun semester ^^ i love my civils <-- just realized how deep is my love toward u all wpun ada juak ingga2 .. tapi air dicincang xkan putus :*

Ini ketika family day kami:

well this sem punye subjek kira the toughest la sbb suma pun design.. seronok2 jugak .. tidur pun kurg dah dlm kelas .. wakakaka :P improve2 :D

Ini ketika final exam:

this sem jugak ESQ buat kali ke3 nya berjaya diadakan di dalam UTP.. alhamdulillah

this sem jugak aku retired from UCITY .. maafkan aku sepjg aku dlm UCITY :) and thanks for the fantastic memories ^^

Ini ketika dinner ucity 09:

this sem jugak aku dan dia mula long distance relationship

Ini matrix card kami:

this sem jugak aku first time dok rumah rumet :P

Ini rumet saye:

this sem jugak aku kenal kembar :D

-ade gmbr kembar.. tapi dia bagi tak saye publish kat cni ye? :P-

this sem jugak aku celebrate bday dlm keadaan tenang :)

-haha so amazed.. no celebration no pic la ye :P-

this sem jugak banyak cuti =))

-haha heaven2 :P-

this sem jugak aku ada wat project grouping dgn course lain (salunye atr civil jek)

Ini kami dan prototype kami:

this sem jugak aku faham makna mencari makan (susah woo nak crk tmpt intern)

this sem jugak kmk gila battle ddr

this sem jugak aku berpeluang bermain dgn nikon d40 ^^

tapi lepas abis sem nih .. masok la ke sem baru: 3rd yr 2nd sem ataupun lbh dikenali sbg internship :)

dah sebulan dah berintern .. dah dpt cuti 2 minggu berturut2 :D

and first time my own friends datang bercuti and officially i'm the tourist guide :D i like~

-lom ada pic-

hurt

2009-08-21T18:17:00.001-07:00

oo yeah..

i've been hurt and keep on hurting..

should i care?

maybe just forget it.

p/s : balasan sbb dah hurt org lain

New semester, new meaning..

2009-07-20T21:43:00.000-07:00

Salam and cheers..

its last few months since ive updated my blog..

i'm on my 2nd day, 1st week of the july -- my 3rd year 1st semester civil engineering degree :)

syukur alhamdulillah, ive succesfully entering this years and passed all the years ive been leaving behind .. kira2 ehm 19 years huh? :P

once entering .. i feel so homesick.. i miss my family so much .. and that depressing me.. and with some circumstances that strike in one day .. but its a history now aite? take the good part, throw away the bad part ^^

and ive found a bold and cute quote:

"Big Risk = Big Life" -SarahSpiralTree

and ive asked myself, how many years ago you take risk..? so far i keep on playing safe... ouh.. how small my world is?! and i feel like changing.. i want to enlarge my world.. i dont want to regret my life..

ive been staying at the same spot for this few years ..

so.. dare to change this semester, what risk will you take and want to create new history? i should say yes! and really go for it!

i even listen to this one old song .. ntah tak ngat name .. it help me to regain my energy .. to know myself.. myself who gave the soul to my body ..

along this journey, i hope my family will not give up on me, Allah will never stop smiling at me and myself not to be distracted by the things that i should not be distracted .. amin :)

Tagged by Nurul Zuzilawati (kat fb pun~)

2009-05-23T18:59:00.000-07:00

Syndicate (my WMP knows me very well, lol)
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Yesterday at 5:02pm
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Jai Ho - PCD

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Planetarium- Otsuka Ai

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Be My Last - Utada Hikaru

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Teardrops on my Guitar - Taylor Swift

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
When You look me in the eyes - jonas brothers

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
final distance - utada hikaru

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
ayat-ayat cinta - rossa

10. WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO DURING TAKE 5?
last kiss - pearl jam

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
lucky - jason mraz

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
hey there delillah - plain white t's

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
kiss me - sixpence none the richer

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
dancing in the moonlight - toploader

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
you belong to me - lifehouse

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
kisah cintaku - peterpan

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
there she goes - sixpence none the richer

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
hana - orange range

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
no promises - shayne ward

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
baby, can i hold you tonight - boyzone

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Beautiful - Akon feat Colby O'Donis

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Summertime - New Kids On The Block

total action

2009-03-11T14:32:00.000-07:00

salam and pagi!

feeling like writing about myself...

yesterday, 11th march another memorable day for me..

there is esq's preview for utpians..

its my very first time for preview.. i've never go for one.. so i dont know whether the quantitiy of people coming yeserday should be satisfying or not.. but i believe, anyone who came yesterday.. diorg takkan menyesal.. :)

they able to see some protion of the esq training itself and even myself (who was alumni) feel entertained as well.

personally, semalam dah cukup sangat sebagai recharge semula for me.. haha.. lepas meninggalkan training tu selama 5 bulan without being any ATS and without recharge or anything (because of holidays and the difficulties to reach the training's destination) .. rasa sangat tertampar.. betapa aku dah mula lalai.. mula jadi hamba dia yang zalim.. sungguh..

aku nak g training tu agiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. +_+

alhamdulillah semalam diberi kesempatan, dipanjangkan nafas untuk mengingat kembali Dia.. untuk bertekad melakukan yang terbaik dalam hidup.. sebab..

Dia lah sebab kita di bumi ini, hidup! Disebabkan Dia, kita mampu senyum lagi...

Disebabkan Dia aku terfikir kembali, "Cukup ke sekadar kebahagiaan dunia je? Dah cukup ke sijil akhirat aku?" .. grr...

sesungguhnya meninggalkan training tu dgn satu kadar yang lama adalah satu cabaran buatku yang dah tahu, yang dah faham.. tapi LUPA! Maafkan aku, ya Allah..

Thank You for loving me, ALLAH.. eventhough i keep on forgetting how to love you the way you love me.. please forgive me..

ESQ? Ape tu? meh... bace..

2009-03-08T17:07:00.000-07:00

Salam to all!

What does ESQ stands for?

ESQ stands for Emotional, Spiritual Quotient.

What are Emotional and Spiritual Quotient?

Emotional Intelligence (EI), often measured as an Emotional Intelligence Quotient (EQ), describes a concept that involves the ability, capacity, skill or (in the case of the trait EI model) a self-perceived ability, to identify, assess, and manage the emotions of one's self, of others, and of groups.
Bradberry, Travis and Greaves, Jean. (2005). The Emotional Intelligence Quick Book. New York: Simon and Schuster. (ISBN 0743273265)

Spiritual Quotient (SQ) is described as a measure that looks at a person's spiritual intelligence in the same way as intelligence quotient (IQ) looks at cognitive intelligence. It is the study in which there are 6 types of personalities: social, investigative, artistic, realist, contractor and conventional.

The authors who have already begun dishing out books by the dozen on the subject of Spiritual Quotient contend that it is only SQ that set humans apart from both machines and animals. According to them SQ is about compassion and creativity, self-awareness and self-esteem, flexibility and gratitude.
Roshni Datta, The Spiritual Secrets of Success Indiaonline article accessed on July 27, 2006

What is ESQ Leadership Training?

ESQ Leadership training is a 2 or 3 days training that uses a character development module, “The ESQ Way 165″. It was founded by Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian and it was proven useful since there is more than 600 000 alumni around the world.

Why it is called a “leadership training”?

Micheal H. Hart, the author of “The Most Influential Person in The World” had eventually concluded that Prophet Muhammad(peace been upon him) as the No. 1 leader on top of other great leaders such as Gautama Buddha, Vladimir Lenin, Jesus Christ and many more.

ESQ Leadership Training is about learning the experience of the most influential leader in the world history; the values, principles and actions that makes him the top leader.

What does the training bring?

ESQ Leadership Training unleash our inner(intrinsic) universal values of honesty, responsibility, teamwork, discipline, fairness, visioner and care(7 ESQ Core Values).

The universal values cross the borders of differences may exist among us such as difference of races, superiors and subordinates between husband and wife or father and son or the CEO and executives and many more.

After 2 or 3 days of the training, there are more than 90 %(reference: in-house training feedback forms) testimonials of positive changes in individual. A changed person gives greater impact to the family, workplace, society and nation as a whole.

How to sustain what I’ve got from the training?

There are some ways that you could do:
 Once you became an alumni of the training, you could join the training again to ‘recharge’ for free; wherever it is around the globe.
 As an alumni as well, there are some activities such as monthly breakfast sharing, montly “renungan 165″ and continuous “program menghafal dan menghayati 99 Asmaul Husna through Super Power Memory Way”.
 Volunteering as an ATS (Alumni Training Support).
 Do practise 5 Actions as stated in the ESQ Model throughout your life.

How effective is the training?

ESQ Leadership Training Malaysia has a humble beginning in 2006 by conducting 2 public trainings a year.
In 2007 through words of mouth and strong support from alumni, we have increased public training to more than 40.

Now we are working closely with big conglomerates, multinational companies and government agencies such asPetronas, Sime Darby, UEM Group, BPR, DBKL and many more in order to promote the values of 165(one value, 6 principles and 5 actions).

Petronas gives us 4.6 score(out of 5).

What is ESQ training approach?

ESQ Leadership Training is an experiential learning accelerated by:

high impact multimedia
powerful sound technology
giant screen presentation
convenient venues

ESQ Leadership Training is a blend of modern management, spirituality and science.

ESQ Leadership Training atmosphere

What is ESQ training model?

The ESQ Leadership Training consists of :

1 Value - How to feel God consciousness.

The modules are:

Inner Journey
Outer Journey
Zero Mind Process

6 Principles - How to internalise core values.

The modules are:

Star Principle
Angel Principle
Leadership Principle
Learning Principle
Vision Principle
Well-Organised Principle

5 Actions - How to sustain the principles and core values.

The modules are:

Mission Statement
Character Building
Self-Controlling
Strategic Collaboration
Total Action

This is why it is called ESQ 165.

What are the references of the training?

As a spiritual leadership training, we need to have reliable references and as a Muslim, Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian refers to the following resources to develop his module:
 Quran
 Hadith - the teachings of the Prophet Muhammed (pbuh)
 Spiritual journey to historical places where top leaders were born
 Research through ESQ team
 Findings based on science and modern management
 Sharing of experience from people from all walks of life

Why do I have to pay for the training?

ESQ Leadership Training is conducted by professionals and in order to ensure its effectiveness, ESQ Leadership Center spends a big sum of money for multimedia, sound system, booking a comfortable training hall and many more.

Nevertheless ESQ Leadership Training is relatively cheaper compared to other trainings conducted by other companies.

Is it true that I could join the training for free?

Yes, it is true if you are already an alumni. You could recharge yourself in other training(any module/s that you have attended), wherever it is, for free.

TESTIMONIALS

Saya merasakan bahawa dari sudut isi mahupun metodologi, ESQ Training sungguh menakjubkan.
Romli Hussein, VP, TELEKOM Malaysia

ESQ is very good and effective training that makes us get in touch with our spiritual and emotional side. Participants will come back recharged with renewed enthusiasm to be a person that he or she can be whether as a father, mother, entrepreneur, son, daughter, worker or boss.
Ahmad Nazri Ahmad Noor, HR General Manager, Kumpulan Karangkraf

ESQ Training in many areas have managed to enlighten and enhance my views and perception of myself and further strengthen my current inner beliefs and principles. Personally, ESQ in some ways has made me more optimistic and refresh my outlook towards life.
Wang Twee Pang, Branch Manager, PUSPAKOM

ESQ Sukses adalah harapan semua di zaman moden ini. Ternyata untuk mencapai hidup sukses tidak cukup mengutamakan IQ saja, namun diperlukan kematangan serta ketrampilan emosional dan spiritual
Usman Chatib Warsa, REKTOR UI, INDONESIA

Before I join the ESQ Training I did not realized I did awful things in my life especially to my families, friends and staff. I was egoist, naive and lot more of bad attitudes. ESQ shaked me and made me aware who am I, where am I coming from and where am I heading to. I feel remorse. ESQ had been the eye opener of my heart and will lead me to a better life on the way back to Allah the Almighty.
William de Weerd, Risk Manager, Rodamco Europe, Holland

Ary Ginanjar brings the deep power of ESQ to a vision of renewed and compassionate Islam. He has the voice of a wise teacher. His words opened my heart to the beauty of a faith I had never before understood.
Danah Zohar, Pengarang ‘Spiritual Intelligence’ & ‘Spiritual Capital’, ENGLAND

ESQ 165 balances the spiritual, emotional, and intellectual aptitude and attitude in me. It fits nicely in the total training philosophy of interfacing work, life, and learning.. I am truly impressed despite my 28 years experiencing in human capital development. Its’ a mind opener.
Roslan Razak, VICE PRESIDENT 1 , SIME DARBY BUSINESS SCHOOL

I have had formal training on various kinds of learning. I had once seek religious knowledge and had continuously practiced the good deeds(amal) from the classes I attended. Then I was busy climbing the corporate ladder until I missed the pure feeling of happiness when you feel and aware that God is helping you in your every conduct-God even suppress your words so as not to be blurted out when you have the temptation to say something damaging. Three days in ESQ training gives me back the feelings. It is so serene. I realized my habitual conducts have changed abruptly. From my experience and knowledge in human resource development, ESQ Training is indeed a transformational learning; a learning experience that is capable to transform people which normally occur in real life situation such as being diagnosed with cancer or lost os someone dear
Nor Aliza Abd Latif, SENIOR MANAGER, HUMAN RESOURCE PLANNING TNB

Organisasi seperti PUSPAKOM yang terpenting dalam membangun modal insan bukanlah skill atau knowledge, tetapi spiritual melalui internal strength, di situlah kekuatan.
Dato’ Hj Salamat Hj Wahit, CEO PUSPAKOM

ESQ TRAINING IN UTP

The first batch that have experienced ESQ training in UTP was last semester (25 - 26 October 2008) with a total number of 163 students.

This semester, we are expecting about the same number of participants which is 170 students. Since we are having it in house, ESQ Leadership Center reduce the price to only RM 400. Student Support Services Department (JPSP) agreed to sponsor each participant RM 100 so the price is further reduced to only RM 300.

Price Comparison

Adult RM 1 380
Mahasiswa RM 550
Teens RM 700
Kids RM 500

ESQ In House specially for UTP students RM 300 nett (Certificate, Alumni Card and Foods are provided)

Why RM 300??

ESQ is a training conducted by professionals for professionals. Their target participants are mainly corporate organizations.

These are some of organizations which have held ESQ In House training :

Individuals from various corporates and organisations :

AFFIN BANK
AGRO BANK
CYCLE & CARRIAGE BINTANG
DEWAN BAHASA DAN PUSTAKA
EXXON MOBIL
FELDA PRODATA
FUJI ELECTRIC
HITACHI
HOSPITAL KUALA LUMPUR
HOSPITAL KUALA TERENGGANU
INSTITUT PERGURUAN SARAWAK
INTI COLLEGE UNIVERSITI
JABATAN MUFTI (SELANGOR)
JABATAN PERIKANAN
JABATAN KEMAJUAN ISLAM MALAYSIA
JABATAN KERJA RAYA
JABATAN PENDIDIKAN TEKNIKAL
JABATAN PERKHIDMATAN AWAM
JABATAN TENAGA RAKYAT
JOHOR CORPORATION
JURUTERA PERUNDING ZAABA
KASTAM DIRAJA MALAYSIA
KEMENTERIAN KESIHATAN
KEMENTERIAN PELAJARAN
KEMENTERIAN PERTAHANAN
KEMENTERIAN BELIA DAN SUKAN
KEMENTERIAN PELAJARAN MALAYSIA
MAJLIS BANDARAYA SHAH ALAM
MAJLIS SUKAN NEGARA
MAKTAB PERGURUAN ILMU KHAS
MALAKOFF
MAYBANK
MULTIMEDIA UNIVERSITY
PERBADANAN KEMAJUAN NEGERI PAHANG
PERBADANAN KEMAJUAN NEGERI SELANGOR
PERBADANAN PUTRAJAYA
PETRONAS
PERBADANAN KEMAJUAN NEGERI SELANGOR
PERMODALAN NASIONAL BERHAD
POLIS DI-RAJA MALAYSIA
PROTON
PUSPAKOM
PUTRAJAYA HOLDING
RISDA
RTM
SEGI COLLEGE
SIME DARBY
STAR PUBLICATIONS
SURUHANJAYA SYARIKAT MALAYSIA
SYARIKAT AIR JOHOR
TELEKOM
TENAGA NASIONAL BERHAD
UEM GROUP
UTUSAN MELAYU
YADIM

ESQ training incorporates the use of giant screens and high impact audio quality.

ESQ is the only training that you can join the same module all over again for free anywhere in the world.

Paying RM 300 is not just for one shot. You will be given alumni card to able you to pass in every ESQ training anywhere after this.

ESQ training is established after research and studies and recognized worldwide.

ESQ was on invitation to present to His Honorary Mohammed bin Rashid Al Maktoum, Emir of Dubai, in Japan and in Oxford University.

Advantages of ESQ in Employment

ESQ is recognized by big companies and might assist you in interview.

Companies are looking for integrity in a person. ESQ training harness integrity that human race are crying for nowadays.

Is ESQ for Muslims only?

No. ESQ is a human development training or MODAL INSAN as Pak Lah likes to put it. ESQ is not exclusive. Its approach is very universal and suitable for all creature named human. A lot of non-Muslims have experienced ESQ training and admit the benefits they received.

Do we need to bring anything to write on?

No. ESQ is an experiential training. So you just need to bring yourself I suppose. It is like going to the cinema.

What is the language medium of ESQ training?

For the time being, the training is conducted in Bahasa Malaysia.

However, they are developing the English part and you can join next time when it is available in English.

Who are ESQ alumi among staff?

Ustaz Rahmat (Mosque Admin)
Mdm. Mashitah (Humanities Dept.)
Ir. Dr. Hj. Muhd Fadhil Nuruddin (Civil Dept. AP)
Mr. Amirul Faiz (Civil Dept. Academic Executive)
Mr. Talhah (Residential College Head)

Details of Event

Date : 4 - 5 April 2009 (First weekend after semester break)
Time : 7.30 a.m - 7.30 p.m
Venue : MPH
Fee : RM 300 only

How to register :

1-Visit our booth at Pocket D
2-Call or SMS 013-5919468
3-PM farah.sama on GTalk and YM, farah-sama on mIrC

P/S :

VISIT www.esqutp.blogspot.com and www.esq.com.my.

We are planning to have ESQ preview free-of-charge before the exact event. Do check announcement in E-learning!

Interested??

Make a move!

ESQ FAQs and Responses.

2009-03-07T01:27:00.000-08:00

ESQ FAQs and Responses

Assalamualaikum...

seems that there are some frequent issues regarding the ESQ trening that i might be able to elaborate more here...

bang/akak/cik adik, nk pg tp kurangnya budget utk kali ni

utp dh sponsor bout rm175 utk korg whereby total fees per person adalah 350..dengan sarapan, teh pg, tghari, and teh petangn disediakan, 25 makan korg adalah cukup kot...korg juga akan diberikan sijil which is RECOGNIZED by the big company not only in MALAYSIA yet at other contries (baca: this trening is worldwide accepted and being conducted)
rm300 is only paid for ONE time and u can enter the SAME trening all over again in FIVE different locations (KL, JB, Penang, Selangor + Tganu kot) in malaysia for a monthly basis (refer scheduled timetable by ESQ Trening at their web: www.esq.com.my )..

aku rasa cam aku ada hal a time tu bro..siyes aku nk pg

this rm300 is only applicable to dis coming trening..klo korg nk pg kat luar, the fees is totally different..kenapa? sbb utp sapot utk kali ni...

as long as u have the ALUMNI card, and at dat time ada hal, korg dh bole pg other trening with FREE since korg ada card..

segan lak aku nk g ngan korg...cam terasa diri ni tak cukup layak lg..

aku sndri bukan org yg sgt baik...mulut aku yg pedas ni, hati aku yg agak hitam bagaikan rambut ikal aku ni dan juga tangan2 yg sentiasa menyakiti org...even the prophet himself said dat we must and always try to improve...and kenapa kita ignorant tamo improve diri sndri?

lek lu, muda lg ni..lom sampai umur lg go for mende2 cam nmpk tua ni

this esq trening dat coming to utp is design for a student..which means from 18-25..content dia dh design to fit our thinking...nk lari lg? :P

tak tua pon klo pg mende ni...matang+more critical thinking maybe...but dat one, clearly be seen afterwards..insyaAllah

aiseh, sabtu ahad ke? cam clash ngan coQ and aku pon rasa nk blk lak...

balik lagi? byk gile duit beli tiket...bek g esq...muahaha..psl coQ, ada exemption letter.. mai aa~

aku tak nmpk kenapa aku kena pg...

one thing big companies are looking now are totally not on ur CGPA(capacity for knowledge IQ)...but it is more towards how ur thinking skills (which is EQ), integrity (again EQ), and principle (SQ)...
one question of competency based interview for petronas interview is like dis: how fast do u learn? and my answer would be like this...(totally not like this during the interview) if somehow that have high motivation (EQ), not influenced by the what would he get by the end of the month (SQ), like to do wat he/she want (EQ), able to communicate well (EQ), and willingness to accept the knowledge (IQ)...
byk term kan post ni? aku pon rasa aku pening..haha...anyway, just put ur thought on dis..

p/s: nk reg ngan aku kat sini pon bole...kat booth pun bole~...just leave ur name, ic, id, and contact number..

(Source: http://farhansthought.blogspot.com/)

p/s: Renewed by me.. but still can contact me for any details. :D or go straight here: www.esqutp.blogspot.com or pm us at mirc #esq ~ :D

[Tag-Tag-Tag] -- addict daaa

2009-03-06T20:00:00.000-08:00

#1 Describe 10 things about the person who tag you

Part 1: no one tag me.. baru nak tag aa nih.. pass this part~

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#2 Describe 10 things about you

1) pendek
2) sarawakians
3) suka lompat-lompat
4) suka makan
5) suka nyampok aliya ngan zuzi
6) naik TAS 5628 dgn mimi utk ke kelas... skrg helmet ilang dah.. menci!
7) dudok v3 kalau kat utp
8) skrg amik civil engineering
9) salah seorang team esq.. pe gi.. cepat2 pm aku na register or nak taw more details!
10) ada kokiko~ ^^v

#3 Choose 10 people to be tagged

1) zuzi
2) aliya
3) ramzi
4) haini
5) zaim aiman
6) kak lin
7) paan iqbal
8) syikin
9) half
10) pedos

telah ditag oleh zuzi.. tag ke? ape pun... telah diwajibkan.. mempersembahkan:

2009-03-06T19:29:00.000-08:00

001. Real name → Farah Hanan binti Tipol
002. Nickname(s) → farah(skolah rendah & matrik), preqque(skolah menengah & utp), hanan(utp)
003. Zodiac sign → scorpio
004. Male or female → female
005. Elementary → tadika sinaran jalan astana, kuching
006. Middle School → SK Gita, Jalan Semarak, Kuching
007. High School →Kolej Datu Patinggi Abang Haji Abdillah, Jalan Siol, Kuching
008. Hair color → black
009. Long or short → short maybe
010. Loud or Quiet → both perhaps
011. Sweats or Jeans → both
012. Phone or Camera → i want camera
013. Health freak → allergic to prawns n crabbies
014. Drink or Smoke? → neither
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → kokiko ^^v
016. Eat or Drink → eat
017. Piercings → none
018. Tattoos → none
019. Been in an airplane→ yes~
020. Been in a relationship → Yesh!
021. Been in a car accident → no
022. Been in a fist fight → yes

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → none
024. First best friend → idk
025. First award → time primary 2 dpt number satu kut.. haha
026. First crush → ntah
028. First trip → field trip stadi ke? geology la tu.
029. Last person you talked to → rumet
030. Last person you texted → ramzi
031. Last person you watched a movie with → tak ngat
032. Last food you ate → roti telur
033. Last movie you watched → benjamin button
034. Last song you listened to → poker face
035. Last thing you bought → roti telur
036. Last person you hugged → :P

FAVES:
037. Food → suma
038. Drinks → sirap. simple dan sejok~
039. Clothing → baju kurung.. tapi.. besar2 je yg ade kat perak nih
040. Books → shopaholics~ an habiburrahman's
042. Flower → none
043. Singer → asian kung fu generation
044. Movies→ twilight
045. Positions → awek kokiko :D
046. Subjects → :)

HAVES:
047. Kissed in the snow→ tak
048. Celebrate Halloween→ celebrate bday kazen je.. accidentally on the same date *sigh*
049. Had your heart broken→ sure
050. Went over the minutes on your cell phone→ ntah
051. Someone questioned your sexual orientation→ ntah
053. Gotten into fight→ yes
054. Had a transformation→ alhamdulillah.. i believe i have
055. Done something you've regretted→ yeah..
056. Broke a promise→ yes :(
057. Hid a secret→ kokiko taw sume kut
058. Pretended to be happy→ agak la
059. Met someone who changed your life→ :)
060. Pretended to be sick→ selalu tak penah berjaya
061. Left the country→ for a while, yes
062. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it→ yes
063. Cried over the silliest thing→ yeah
064. Ran a mile→ zz..
065. Went to the beach with your best friend(s)→ no
066. Stayed single the whole year→ yeah

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → nothing
068. Drinking → nothing
069. I'm about to → guling2
070. Listening to → rewrite
071. Plans for today → ikut hati
072. Waiting for → nothing

OUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → :)
074. Want to get married → yes
075. Careers in mind → an environmental experts, one of His elected servant, a good wife, a supportive mother, a lovely daughter and a good friend.
076. Lips or eyes → eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → taller
078. Romantic or Spontaneous → :)
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → idc
080. Sensitive or loud → neither
081. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant→ neither

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → yes
084. Ran away from home → no
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → so far, no
086. Killed somebody → no
087. Broken someone's heart → idk
088. Been arrested → eskep perhimpunan ke? ade.
089. Cried when someone died → yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → insya Allah
091. Miracles → haha
092. Love at first sight → tiap kali sight pun in love.. cemne ya?
093. Heaven → yes
094. Santa Claus → ntah
095. Sex on the first date → haha
096. Kiss on the first date → stupid-first-impression

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → kokiko
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → yes.
099. Do you believe in God → yes

Jalan Cinta Ost. Ayat-ayat Cinta

2009-02-13T17:09:00.001-08:00

Semua resah hati manusiamu
Untuk membagi kisah atas nama cinta
Butir air mata di setiap sujudmu seperti tak pernah cukup untuk menjagaku
Jangan butakan hati menjadi cinta yang semu....oo... Cinta yang semu

Kau hembuskan ayat-ayat cinta untukku
Di sela doa dalam malam-malam yang sunyi
Ampun yang engkau pinta dalam semua keraguan yg tlah meliputi jiwamu
Semoga akan membawa cintamu

Pada diriku dalam jalan dan ridho-Nya
Jangan butakan hati menjadi cinta yang semu...oo... Cinta yang semu

Kau hembuskan ayat-ayat cinta untukku
Di tengah terik matahari dan dinginnya malam
Kau panjatkan ayat-ayat cinta pada-Nya
Melindungi dan menjaga kisah cinta kita...

:) renung renungkanlah maksud nya

Konvensyen Kejuruteraan & Kepimpinan Zon Utara (KKKU)

2009-02-08T18:27:00.000-08:00

Salam and hi..

today i'm going to write what i've been through during last weekend.

Date: 6th-8th February 09

Venue: Safira Country Club, Penang

Organizer: MPPUSM Kejuruteraan.

Participants:

UTP's rep:

Cik Yuyu (chemi juga rcsu), Cik Shidah (chemi), Cik Aisyah (ee), me (cv) and Cik Zuzi (cv)

Bro Mus juga dikenali sbg Sayur (ee), Bro Adi (chemi), Mirul (me), Abi Hamzah (chemi) , Bro Nahvin (pe)

First day, 6th September.

ktaorg terdtg awal XD. then lepas check in (ktaorg tercheck in 2 kali).. ktaorg pun jalan2.. perjlnan dr UTP ke Penang amik masa 2jam 1/2 je.. tp plus minus patut 2 jam je kut sebab kitaorg behenti makan 1/2 jam at Sg Perak.

bila dah siap2 check in, ktaorg terus jalan2 tgok2 safira and around penang. yang takleh blahnya .. otw nak p jalan2 tu nampak la bas PSP (Politeknik Seberang Perai).. then mintak pocik bas tu hantar ktaorg g Sunway (tpt shopping plg dekat dgn tpt tinggal ktaorg).. dia pun htr .. tp htr kat sunway hotel instead of the sunway mall.. zz.. tapi takpe la.. merasa gak naek bas PSP... ha naik bas nih thanks to yuyu n cik hamzah lor..

dah sampai dpn hotel tu.. ktaorg crk tmpt mkn.. setelah atas perbincangan bajet dan perhitungan jan utk makan yang seterusnya.. ktaorg pun g aa makan kat kedai mamak nih..

sepanjang hari tu tak kekok pun, ye la adek2 nih mulutnye ramah n seronok gelak2 ngan diorg nih..

balek je pas makan terus cuba internet kat bilek (luckily brought the laptop).. jeng3 dapat.. pastu cik yuyu kita emo2 golek3 sbb bila tgok laptop dia terkenang keje2 dia.. sori cik yuyu~ ..haha

petang tu, dlm pkl 5, ktaorg ade briefing.. :) kejap je pun.. pastu hamzah g jalan2 lagi.. beli snack utk ktaorg.. :P

then the night is the opening ceremony juga dinner perdana.. ktaorg kna duduk randomnly.. i sit at meja 1.. the person there is nice.. but i got no pics of us together.. sebab sma org cam lapar cam tak terfkr kut utk amik gmbr.. tp encik sayur ade amik..

alamak.. rasa cam malas je nak tulis lagi.. nnt la kumpul gmbr dulu.. then aku cite based on gambaq la ye.. take care and wassalam.. :)

ESQ Alumni Mass Gathering

2009-02-08T18:17:00.000-08:00

Salam and PAGI!,

ESQ Alumni Mass Gathering 09 for all UTPians..

All Alumni are welcome.

Time: 9.30pm - 11.00pm

Venue: LH1, UTP

Attached together here is the ad :D

hope to see you all back here, ESQ UTP Inhouse 1's Alumni. :)

poyo

2009-02-05T13:11:00.000-08:00

hah pe gi.. aku nak jugak tunjuk gmbr poyo aku kat blog aku.. zz

well yesterday a tiring day.. and i almost "pecah" bila tersedar ketika sedang sedap tido and dapat mesej kna gerak p penang esok, 9 pagi +_+

after class semalam, aku men webcam dgn sepupu kat jeddah.. but then -- network error.. so takleh la nak webcam dgn dia..

tp.. aku then testing la webcam baru nih dgn mengambil gmbr2 poyo dan diupload ke gtalk.. then member2 pulak melebih2 (xleh jadi!) p upload kat blog gakkkk..

hah! aku nak jugak! meh.. gmbr poyo (dah poyo, for sure la muka ntah pape) ..

XD ready packing for penang :)

wassalam and have a nice day ^^

1st week

2009-01-23T01:25:00.000-08:00

salam and smile :)

yosh.. one week is over.. cny's holidays coming over .. yeah.. kind of a very NOT BUSY WEEK and very slow one..

the first week.. the time table is easy this time around. no need to add and drop. syukur alhamdulillah over that part. but here we goes.. got 2 assignments in hand. i've finished one and another one maybe by tonight.

i've got the difficulty at night.. whenever the clock strike 8pm.. i will feel lost.. guess why?

because i'm used to have meetings and meetings and meetings (mind the "s") ..

and this semester.. no messages to call upon meeting.. it make me sick.. cause ive got nothing to do.. no laptop.. no other entertainment.. no socializing..

and ive end up picking a fight with ramzi.. and yes, last night i help an event by syntech (not by ucity) putting up promotion banners.. DX

but its a week gone already.. and i'm used to have no meetings at night (i hope so) and i hope i will survive better with no socializing part.. i know its bad to be addicted to such things.. but... (thinking on the bright side)

i'm looking for a new hobby now.. to spare my time despite craving for meetings.. i should stop that.

i want to be stronger and i've found the solution -- smile and insya Allah those pain will disappear.

duak ribu sembilan

2009-01-04T16:59:00.000-08:00

late for me though.. i'm late 5 days to realize new year had passed me.. :P

my cousins make me realize we are now in year 2009..

and thanks to him.. he makes me realize many points:

i'm going to be TWENTY this year zz
i still got another 10 months to be in 19th era .. still young2
my cousins (which born on year 1996 and below) have girlfriend, boyfriend and even ex.. what happen to kids nowadays??
my cousins telling me their love life and ask me what should they do? what???!! (kamek pun sik da experience koh..)
my eldest cousins (1985) neither have boyfriend nor ex .. back to the point, what happen to the kids nowadays?
we the eldest, only have particular person in our life usually when we are 16 (the lowest age) .. back to the point, what happen to the kids nowadays?
but kids nowadays much much cleverer than us.. in their studies.. well, thats the good news then..

i just realize this few points.. maybe later on some new points..

p/s: got no pics.. lalalala

A Famosa??

2008-12-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

A famosa? tempat tarikan pelancong ke Malaysia. shud i be proud of it?

the first time i went there is when i was in my primary 2 or 3 (can't recall).. and i thought this is something i must be proud of..

then..now i'm thinking..

should i really? this A FAMOSA is scratched left by the Portugal..its a pain..

then why we should be proud? (hm. sori Malaccians.. i just don't understand..)

so it makes me want to go to that building again.. to understand from civil engineering aspect, from Malaysian's aspect..

i'm a Sarawakian.. so what do i also get from being proud of Kota Margarita ?

(aku bertanya kerana ingin menambah ilmu)

-this is my view-

actually, i got this idea from:

1515 by Faisal Tehrani (i'm halfway reading it - mix reading with Twilight by Stephenie Meyer)

pg 113,

"Nyemah sudah memberi amaran kepada baginda sultan tentang pembinaan A Famosa, tetapi ternyata tiada sesiapa yang mengambil berat. Suatu perkara yang mendukacitakan kerana seperti kata Nyemah dalam suratnya kepada Tun Fatimah. kota kubu yang dibina adalah kukuh dan jika telah berdiri, sudah pasti Melaka terlepas buat selama-lamanya."

this point makes me wonder how was the condition actually over that time.. really hard for the Sultan to defence? (erk.. nyesal tak stadi sejarah elok2)

pg 113,

"Dia membayangkan betapa hebatnya A Famosa. Kota lima penjuru dengan sebuah bandar di atas bukit di sebelah tebing kiri Sungai Melaka. Di dalam kota ini didirikan pula gereja yang didiami ahli-ahli agama moistero de santo eloi, pusat pentadbiran fidalgos Portugis,fortalezas yang memuatkan askar-askar Portugis dan soldadu upahan serta kediaman atau rumah-rumah casados. "

this point makes me want to go to A Famosa again.. and see what that building had done to us and also the design la (its good for research XD) .

pg116,

"Pada 1514, Jawa menyerang sia-sia. 1518, Sultan Bintang datang mengepalai bala tentera, juga tak apa-apa. Sultan Acheh dengan penuh perkasa pada tahun 1538, tidak dapat melanggar kota, begitu juga pada tahun 1572 dan 1573. Jawa menyerang lagi pada 1574 dan masuk pula Acheh semula pada 1575, berturut-turut A Famosa dibedil, tapi bagaikan tidak lut oleh apa jua peluru. Tidak termasuk kepungan dari Johor pada tahun 1588 yang mana orang Portugis hampir mati kebuluran beramai-ramai di dalamnya."

fidalgos: Pegawai Portugis

fortalezas: Petempatan

casados: Orang tempatan yang berkahwin dengan askar Portugis.

i've been nagging about this topic with Pudin sampai nak tulis semula kat blog.. tak larat.. >.<..

but lets think back:

mahukah kita diperbuat sedemikian rupa lagi?

sudah cukupkah ilmu kita untuk menghadapi semua seksaan mental ini?

wassalam ^^

- proceed baca Twilight and before to bed 1515 ^^,-

this sounds fun (adapted from Hanan Netwrok) : Bagaimana hendak membuang kelemumur.

2008-12-21T15:00:00.001-08:00

Cara satu dari IbuAiman:

segenggam jerami padi, dibakar hangus
1 mangkuk santan cair
1 biji limau nipis - diambil jus

Campur kesemua bahan ini dan sapukan rata-rata di kepala anda. Bungkus rambut dengan tuala kira-kira 30 minit. Kemudian cucilah rambut seperti biasa dengan syampu.

Untuk kelemumur yang agak serius, lakukan dua kali seminggu selama 2 minggu. Kemudian sebulan sekali.

Cara dua dari nur_kamar:

salam....

cara lain yang saya dah pernah buat insya allah

- campurkan jus limau nipis (perahan 2 biji) dan jus limau purut(sebiji). jaramkan di kepala sambil gosok perlahan. agak pedih jika ada kulit kepala yang luka. biarkan sehingga kering baru dibilas. insya allah kelumumur terus hilang dan kepala dan rambut berbau harum dan rambut akan berminyak dan berkilat

-gosok terus limau nipis ke kawasan kepala yang berkelumumur. paaaaling pedih. tapi mujarab untuk mengikis terus kelumumur tebal. perlu diamalkan berkali kali untuk hasil

-gunakan minyak zaiton (pure olive oil-warna hijau dan agak mahal) bukan yang dah bercampur. sapu rata sambil urut kulit kepala yang berkelumumur. semua kelumumur akan terkeluar. amalkan selalu.rambut akan tampak bercahaya dan kulit kepala akan sihat. cara ni tak ada pedih.. cuma bagi yang tak tahan bau minyak(macam saya).. memang rasa loya tekak

petua petua lain akan saya sertakan nanti insya allah

untuk mengelak kelumumur kembali

-biasakan mencuci sikat sebulan sekali atau sekerap mungkin dengan sabun. sebaiknya rendam dulu dalam air sabun panas dan diberus, dijemur tengah matahari

-jangan kongi sikat dan tuala rambut

- tukar / salin sarung bantal

-jangan kongsi bantal sembarangan

-biasakan cuci rambut 2-3 kali seminggu. kalau tak gunakan syampu, cuci dengan air @ air campuran perahan limau nipis/ limau purut pun tak mengapa

- keringkan rambut yang basah peluh baru sarung tudung

-TUKAR tudung @ anak tudung SETIAP HARI dan CUCI(saya tau ada yang berbulan bulan atau terlalu kotor baru cuci- terutama yang bertudung labuh. begitu juga jubah(maaf tapi ni kenyataan)

Selamat mencuba (^^,)

dota +.+

2008-12-16T18:51:00.000-08:00

i'm facing a person with the most BAD ADDICTION with dota and i think most of u are also.. +.+

i try to know what dota is without playing it myself (some friend say -- never ever try, and u will regret).. is it that addictive? like dadah?

then i should try another way then.. and i found this! not really helpful.. its funny and some sort 'bakasaru'.. >.<

when i'm google-ing using this:

what so good about dota? (shut up ok! i know what i'm looking for - the good side)

result:

coriolis(a nickname..lol) : It has alot of background in terms of different unique characters, it's pretty balanced(to a certain extent) and it's pretty competitive.

smoked: people like controling heros heros only... thats why dota is so popular because its like bounty hunting... , i like footmen and vamp better. human vs orc is fun too

asmielia: Here's the best thing about DOTA:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAmddu8mCPE

yungyung: thre are heroes on there which requires micro skills as well. however, it's not just about controlling one hero...it's also about various strategies you take on to work with a) your team, and b) the other team. knowing which items to get, what skills to build are also assets required. why is it so popular? imo because it's never the same game, play with different people and you use different sets of rules

and more more zzzz (source: http://www.redflagdeals.com/forums/showthread.php?t=500915)

when i'm google-ing using this instead:

dota

accidentally meet this: how to cut playing dota...

result:

elitist:Try watching this video. Parkour's the only reason I exercise, even if I'm not much good at it yet.

You get all the fun of doing awesome stuff in DotA like heroblocking someone dead, and some exercise. Exercise makes you feel happy

palpatryn: Yeah, simply quitting won't help. You have to put something in its place, or you'll end up playing DotA again. My advice is : Pick up an instrument! You can play any instrument you like. It will keep you busy, and you'll make friends with lots of other musicians. Playing in a band will help a lot too. (aha! this won't help totally.. i know it!)

bodomrs: Dont leave DotA, it needs YOU (this sure GOOD ENCOURAGEMENT .. ngek!)

Lozarian: Play kotl in pubs support style for 15 games in a row. you'll want to quit.

Flying_Lemon: for the people who are saying "just find another hobby", I don't think that that would work. The first thing you need to do is actually uninstall the game and possibly throw it away. I went to college and never installed it on my laptop and I ended up forgetting about the game within a week or so, but then again I wasn't as addicted as you.

de4th: rofl this is such a troll. No one that wants to stop playing DotA would go to the forum to ask for help.

source: http://forums.dota-allstars.com/index.php?showtopic=239975&pid=3125542&st=20&#entry3125542

so.. i end up my searching.. this is the same answer from him.. same answer that i learnt to understand.. and ntah..

so now.. should i be blaming them for playing dota? or blaming the creator of dota or what? zzzz

Addition to 'hobiku' : twilight series

2008-12-10T19:27:00.000-08:00

^^v ive just found out that twilight got 4 whole series.. just like potter's (just that potter are whole 7 series)

so here all the 4 series picture :)

the first series: twilight

the second series: new moon

the third series: eclipse

the fourth series: breaking dawn

and the great news is u can check out the ebooks (refer to my link ok!) and have fun. :)

Kata-Kata Adaptasi dari novel Ayat-Ayat Cinta, karya Habiburrahman El-Shirazy

2008-12-09T06:40:00.000-08:00

Sabda Nabi, "Siapa yang tidak memiliki rasa kasih sayang dia tidak akan disayangi oleh Allah." -m/s 75-

Love and a cough cannot be hid. Cinta dan batuk tidak dapat disembunyikan. -m/s 77-

"Seseorang dengan tujuan yang jelas akan membuat kemajuan walaupun melewati jalan yang sulit. Seseorang yang tanpa tujuan, tidak akan membuat kemajuan walaupun ia berada di jalan yang mulus.", Thomas Carlyle. -m/s105-

''Ana uhibbuka fillah ya Akhi!" - "Aku mencintaimu kerana Allah, saudaraku." -m/s106-

'Aku tidak mau naik tangga di belakang Maria. Aku harus di depan. Aku teringat kisah nabi Musa dan dua gadis muda pencari air. Nabi Musa tidak mau berjalan di belakang keduanya demi menjaga pandangan dan menjaga kebersihan jiwa.',Fahri Abdullah. -m/s115-

"Man jadda wajad!" -- "Siapa bersungguh-sungguh dia mendapat!" -m/s118-

"As you sow, so will you reap." -- "Seperti apa yang anda tanam, sebegitulah yang akan anda petik." -m/s145-

"Wa man yattaqillaha yaj'al lahu makhraja. Siapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah maka Dia akan menjadikan untuknya jalan keluar." -m/s148-

"Kata-kata adalah cermin jiwa,"Fahri Abdullah -m/s163-

Sabda baginda Nabi, "Tak ada perpaduan kasih lebih indah dari pernikahan." -m/s166-

"Baralallahu laka wa baraka alaika wa jama'a bainakuma fi khair. Semoga berkah Allah tetap untukmu dan semoga berkah Allah tetap keatasmu dan semoga Allah mengumpulkan kalian berdua dalam kebaikan." (Hadith riwayat Imam Tirmidzi, Abu Daud dan Ahmad) -m/s180-

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W., "Orang pilihan antara kalian adalah yang paling berbuat baik kepada perempuan (isteri)nya." -m/s 185-

"Allaahumma inni asaluka min khairiha wa khairi ma jabaliaha, wa a'udzubika min syarriha wa syarri ma jabaltaha! Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku mohon kepada-Mu kebaikannya dan kebaikan wataknya. Dan aku mohon perlindungan-Mu dari kejahatannya dan kejahatan wataknya. Amin."(Riwayat Imam Bukhari,Ibnu Majah,Abu Daud dan Ibnu Sinni) -m/s186-

"..,menekuni bidang ilmu dengan serius adalah dakwah," Aisha -m/s191-

".., love is never jealousy. Cinta selalu disertai rasa cemburu.Tanpa rasa cemburu cinta itu tiada,"Aisha -m/s199-

"Sebaik-baik isteri adalah jika kamu memandangnya membuat hatimu senang, jika kamu perintah dia mentaatimu dan jika kamu tinggal maka dia akan menjaga untukmu harta dan dirinya." (Hadis riwayat Ibnu Jarir) -m/s200-

"Jangan terlalu pelit dan jangan terlalu boros. Dua kelakuan itu berakibat penyesalan dan sangat dicela Allah swt, firman-Nya dalam al-Quran, 'Dan jangan kamu jadikan tanganmu terbelenggu pada lehermu dan jangan kamu terlalu mengulurkannya kerana itu kamu menjadi tercela dan menyesal," Syeikh Utsman. (Al-Israa: 29) -m/s210-

"Ya Allah, letakkanlah dunia ditanganku, jangan dihatiku," Aisha -m/s213-

"Cinta sejati dua insan berbeda jenis adalah cinta yang terjalin setelah akad nikah. Yaitu cinta kita pada pasangan hidup kita yang sah. Cinta sebelum menikah adalah cinta semu yang tidak perlu disakralkan dan diagung-agungkan,"Fahri Abdullah -m/s223-

Sayyidina Muhammad Al Baqir berkata,"Wanita yang terbaik di antara kamu adalah yang membuang perisai malu ketika ia membuka baju untuk suaminya dan memasang perisai malu ketika ia berpakaian lagi!" -m/s225-

"Yang berhak melaknat hanya Allah. Dan hanya Allahlah yang tahu segalanya,"Fahri Abdullah. -m/s233-

"Rasulullah tidak mengizinkan perut kita kenyang sementara orang terdekat kita kelaparan." -m/s241-

"Jika cinta keduanya tidak berlandaskan ketakwaan kepada Allah maka keduanya bisa saling bermusuhan kelak di akhirat. Apalagi jika cinta keduanya justru menyebabkan terjadinya perbuatan maksiat kecil maupun besar. Tentu kelak mereka berdua akan bertengkar dia akhirat. Seseorang yang sangat mencintai kekasihnya sering melakukan apa saja demi kekasihnya. Tak peduli apa pun juga. Terkadang juga tidak peduli pada pertimbangan dosa atau tidak dosa. Jika yang dilakukan dosa tentu akan menyebabkan keduanya kan bermusuhan kelak di akhirat. Sebab mereka akan berseteru di hadapan pengadilan Allah SWT. Inilah yang telah diperingatkanoleh Allah SWT dalam surat Az Zuhruf ayat 67: 'Orang-orang yang akrab saling kasih mengasihi, pada hari itu sebagiannya menjadi musuh bagi sebagian yang lain, kecuali orang-orang yang bertakwa.',"Fahri Abdullah -m/s275-

Nabi Muhammad SAW telah mengajarkan kunci masuk surga. Dia bersabda, 'Barangsiapa berwudhu dengan baik, kemudian mengucapkan: Asyhadu an laa ilaaha illallah wa asyhadu anna Muhammadan abduhu wa rasuluh (Aku bersaksi tiada Tuhan selain Allah dan aku bersaksi sesungguhnya Muhammad adalah hamba dan utusan-Nya), maka akan dibukakan delapan pintu surga untuknya dan dia boleh masuk yang mana ia suka!'(Hadith Riwayat Imam Muslim) -m/s311-

yang aku kongsi ini adalah beberapa pieces ilmu yang aku peroleh dan telah memberi semangat kepadaku. semoga dimanfaatkan :) dan juga kalau ada yang nak share - this blog open for it.

p/s: yang telah aku boldkan adalah kegemaran aku antara semua kegemaran diatas. :)

what i want to continue collecting

2008-12-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

harry potters'

completing the collection of shopaholics - continuing with shopaholic and sister~

detective conan's manga (collaboration with my sister) -- we have from book 1 up to book 61. we want the 62 until 64.. T.T

hobiku

2008-12-08T03:29:00.000-08:00

Indahnya jika ini hadiah hari jadiku :) .. tapi tak apa.. akan aku usahakan memilikinya...

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih 2

Twilight

New Moon

dalam usaha menghabiskan

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih 1

1515

jantung moden aku

2008-12-03T18:05:00.000-08:00

inilah dell inspiron 6400 - tak pernah diformat sekalipun sepanjang hidupnya (gmbr adalah grab dr website, gmbr beliao sdr ada bersama memori beliao :( )

sudah kembali ke rahmatullah sabtu lepas.. n hari nih telah dikonfemkan MOTHERBOARDnya rosak..

habis la segala2 koleksi gambar, lagu dan kertas kerja aku yang engkau kandungkan!

tapi terima kaseh dgn bakti kau selama nih.. ko dah wat keje smpt thp intervarsity dan memberi aku terlampau banyak kebahagiaan.. love you.. thanks kerana telah menabur bakti kepada aku selama 2 tahun.. thanks kerana menjadi teman tidurku.. thank u..

DELL INSPIRON 6400

what makes me feel more alive today

2008-12-03T07:28:00.000-08:00

ha! going out with my besties!~ for sure. :)

today supposed to be having movie marathon but cancelled sbb mama tak bagi balek lewat.

so we go for a movie, a lunch, a short shopping for dvds and short break at my house.

movie

went at star cineplex, kuching
watch TWILIGHT - where we fall in love again

lunch

at singapore chicken rice
i treat everyone (due to our promise before)

short shopping

just want to peek for new anime
at Kenyalang Park
but finally bought -- wall-e and bolt

short break

maini hving short break at my house because it heavy rains when we're on the way back home.

this time around, its another good hang out after a long time. we laugh we eat we do everythg we want. we take pics as well, but i still du hv it in my hand yet. maybe i will update later. :)

p/s: maini invite for another twilight.. aaaaaaa.. :P

July 2008

2008-11-07T18:13:00.000-08:00

-coursemate sume nih: hasmira, zuzi, mimi & saya berbangga amik gmbr beckground bas utp. kredit to penan-

julai 2008 telah pun tamat dgn final exam french (utk saya).. and it seems like ive gone through a lot of things this semester.. totally FUN!

list of my extra activities instead of studying in UTP:

trip to singapore and johor (as hod sponsor) -- gmbr dept sila rujuk di bhgn topic bwh ye. :P

-at utm ~mechanical department~-

-at nus ~national university of singapore~-

-with PEKA-

autocad and geomatics classes (as asst facee for geomatics classes)

-gmbr bersama facees, students & organizing committees-

ucity civil junior (as vp)

-ini gmbr bersama adek2 baru, facees & organizing committees-

mmk (as vp)
ucity convofair booth (as vp)

-kali nih xde gmbr berkumpulan-

event nih suma org pun keje. suma org de jadual tugas masing2. tahniah!

ucity charity work (as facee)

-bersama2 adek2 yg dirindui..sentiasa diingati-

ucity raya dinner (as hod finance & sponsor)
esq (as the team members also as participant)

-with the organizing team for the first batch: sitting - me(wek comot!), kak diba, kak nong. standing: taufiq(or abg? fnl yr dah nih), abg hazwan, abg faizi (speaker esq), saifulah(abg jgk nih, fnl yr :P), akmal(org yg tarik aku utk join team nih), pd(haa! ni satu batch :P), fahmi(ni senior satu sem), abg firdaus (speaker esq), syafiq(abg senior yg maken lama ak knal maken ak segan pdnya..pelik~tp kete dia sgt best didrive), kak ros & paan (haha.. ini abang! final sem dah.. tak caye cek blog dia)-

hmm looks quite a lot..

the event i have missed but i dont think im regretting of missing it anymore (i did regret not trying for it):

tec
casfumal
convofair

and i got offer to work on:

makk dinner (as hod sponsor) -- but i reject :)

because in the..
next semester plans:

open innovation edx (as participant)
ucity (as vp)

preparing for intern (whoaaa tua dah!~)
esq (insya Allah as s/u) -- thanks to bro akmal..

so right now.. kta cuti dulu n myb should start a bit on the open innovation plan.

experiences as committee

2008-11-06T17:42:00.000-08:00

i would like to announceeee..

my most favourite team ever so far as i work for UCITY is

Sponsorship Department - Educational Trip to Spore & Johor 2008 (also for Autocad & Geomatics classes for secondary schools).

I realized this team we are actually stress free .. i mean we had not offended our friendship at all. But we be more closer to each other. I cant said that we had not faced any stress - we do! Stress looking for sponsor. But this team, eventhough we are in the different batches, I have never had anyone of them being boring of this work or lose their passion. This team members had been my biggest inspirations during my UCITY's lifespan. They give me hope and strength to face any difficulties. Alhamdulillah, our work are SUCCESS & we got a lot of money in the bank account right now. Hahaha.. how i miss this team. I try to create another great time like this.. but i think i can't do it as some of the members combined works with friendship. So when it comes to teaching them new things or scolding them, they will take it to heart & ok -- broken of friendship bit by bit. And it hurts. So, my previous method can't be use to current method.

My 2nd great team:

UCITY's Media and Branding for UCITY Appreciation Night 2007

Whoa.. this team is such a havoc. We even worked very hard until our 8 am class started and slept in common room... CRAZY but FUN! We are like family! Also come from different batches but we never had a row! ITS JUST FUN! Hahahaha.. no backstabbing and we still in touch now. :) I had never felt i am a Foundation student this time around. Hahahaha.. ITS JUST TOO MUCH FUN until i forgot i am just a FOUNDATION student. XD

P/S: I am not offending other team i've joined, but these are the best among the best. :)

merindui..

2008-11-02T01:41:00.000-07:00

sudah masuk seminggu meninggalkan ESQ Basic Training.. Alhamdulillah, banyak ku nampak berubah dalam diri ini. Sedikit demi sedikit..

tapi hari ini, aku rasa aku telah kembali kepada diriku yang asal dahulu -- tidak mampu fokus dan under pressure...

ketika solat tadi, aku membaca al-Fatihah spt biasa. then aku realize aku tak menghayati dah al-Fatihah spt yang aku cuba praktikkan kembali.. aku sedar, hari demi hari aku melupakan ilmu yang aku peroleh dari ESQ..

aku mahu ilmu itu kembali padaku.. aku mahu manfaatkan.. aku rindu..

Ya Allah, tunjukkanlah aku ke jalan mu semula. Jauhkanlah aku dari kedustaan. Amin..

:)

2008-10-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

senyum lah kawan2.. disamping cabaran ini.

i will never give up

2008-10-05T22:55:00.000-07:00

slowly the holidays going to end.. slowly the work i've left 8 days ago come haunting me againnnnnn... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

but then ... (changing gesture of face)

i must grip the adventure tight in my hand and solve it! never give up and never left ur soul at home! back to utp!!!!!! fightttttttttttt~

banyak lagi perlu ku pelajari

2008-09-26T18:40:00.000-07:00

another succesful journey to Kuching, Sarawak.

2008-09-25T20:01:00.000-07:00

Depart from Tronoh Perak to Gopeng

Hour: 8.00 am

Transport: Affiq's

Expenses: FREE :)

I didn't sleep after sahur. Because to finish TOS assignment that need to be submitted Friday.

Affiq ditemani Jerry and Mimi send me ove to Gopeng. I thought they will not wait for me to depart on my bus, but they did. Seriously, until I'm on my bus. (never ever people do that to me! THANKS GUYS!)

Depart from Gopeng to KL(Pudu)

Hour: 9.30 am

Transport: Plusliner.

Expenses: RM13.30

Here, I start travel alone. Actually my seat is 4A (next to a chinese pakcik!!! aaaaaa~ and i am a young lady k~). Then the 'kakak' who take care of the ticket give me back seat (Luckily all 5 back seats are free!~). Fuh~ Lega di sana. If 'kakak' didn't suggest me to sit at the back, i wonder how i will look like for the next 3 hours?? (Perjalanan ke KL mengambil masa 3 jam plus minus).

Depart from Pudu to Masjid Jamek

Hour: 12.30 pm ++

Transport: Tren.

Expenses: RM 1.20 (if not mistaken)

Arrived in Pudu almost 1 pm. OK. Here still fine. I know the place where i should find my next transport! BUT~ i forget that from Pudu can't go straight to KL Central (start nervous!). Lucky me to meet the counter's reception that help a lot. She suggest me to go for Masjid Jamek to go to KL Central. Btw, beacuse i want to go fast, i'm almost being hit by the door. (JGN ekot langkah bahaya tok!)

Depart from Masjid Jamek to KL Central

Hour: 1 pm ++

Transport: Putra

Expenses: RM1.30

Here, toooooo many people..... I have to squeeze myself between people just to get in the place and not to wait for another tren to come. Here i stand next to a mother, a girl and found few Sarawakians. Well, its sort of pack, so possibility to fall down is very less. (apa kaitan? lalala~)

Depart from KL Central to LCC-T

Hour: 1.30pm ++ (almost 2pm)

Transport: AirBus

Expenses: RM 9.00

OK.. when i arrived in KL Central, i got the chances to sit down for 20-30 minutes. Then, my friend - Haini from UM arrived and we go for the bus immediately. When we're inside the bus.. fuh~.. lega! Then i felt asleep until we arrived at LCC-T. Sitting next to us are male flight attendance. (No Comment over that.. just want to state).

Arrived at LCC-T

Hour: 3.00pm ++

Why i state here 'Arrive' instead of 'Depart'. Well, i want to tell you what happen there. LCC-T changed. A lot of construction going on. When we go inside (whoaaaa) ramai org! Then we go for check-in counter immediately and i can't believe it -- already a long line waiting to check-in (which jarang berlaku di kala hari biasa). Alhamdulillah, nothing challenging over the check-in counter. Then we check-in ourselves into the waiting room. Here, that immigration people check my bag and said smthg is in my bag. Dah bukak2, sik juak tauk pa benda di scan nyaaa! (aaaaaa.. mula marah di sini!).. then.. they let me go. Thank God over there.. Malas la mok gaduh2~

After settled with check-in and so on its already 4pm and we forgot to perform our solat! (gosh~ dah qada' lepas balik rumah semlm). Seriously we didn't remember. Boarding time is 4.30pm. And as usual, u have to TURN OFF UR CELLPHONE.

Depart from LCC-T to Kuching International Airport (KIA)

Hour: 5.00 pm

Transport: Air Asia - AK 5216

Finally the final transportation i need to be in for the completion of journey to KUCHING!~ (naik belonnnn~).. I sit next to the window. :D Cause i love to sit next to the window! This flight takes 1hr and 45 minutes to arrive in Kuching. As soon as i'm aboard, i slept again! Hahahaha.. Slept on haini's :P (thanks dear!).

But 15 minutes to depart i'm all awake.. Then i saw the magnificent moment of God's creation. Thats why i like evening flight!

6.30 pm means that its almost sunset. Usually the aeroplane will fly over the clouds to avoid disturbance on their sight and effects on the plane. When the captaion announced about our location (37 ooo feet from the ground), i rise to see the outside condition.

At 37 000 feet above the ground, we are still on the sphere where there is no cloud. Then slowly the plane decreased the height. When we were above the cloud, and i see below the sphere, i see seas of clouds. i feel like i'm in a submarine ready to go for the deep blue sea. and i wonder, if ever we stay at that sphere, can we see the sky more clearer. is the star more beautiful? Then we go for the next sphere. When we entered, the 'sea of clouds' i see before looks very BEAUTIFUL (kehebatan ciptaan ALLAH). The clouds randomnly around the places and at the same time, the light from the sun give the great effects to the surrounding. Yellow-ish and soft cloud. Just can't describe. At that moment, all i thought of is "When will i get the chances to touch the cloud?". We changes sphere for only two times (if i'm not mistaken) :P... then i can see the ground.. All brighten with lights that comes from water generated. One look i know this is my hometown-Sarawak! :D I can't resist smiling.

Arrived at KIA, i was meet by my mom and ema. Arrived at home, i was greeted by my dad, nia and aya. And we had food together!

Alhamdulillah now i'm sitting in my sister's room (cause jap gik mok men gem lam laptopnya), writing blog on what i've faced yesterday. Totally a day journey, but fantastic one.

Jihad!

2008-09-23T00:56:00.000-07:00

Jihad terbahagi kepada beberapa bahagian. Aku percaya, skrg, member2 aku suma tgh 'under pressure' disebabkan kerja, homesick dan sebagainya. Aku sdr menghadapi masalah itu sehingga menangis. Betapa sakitnya utk merasa payah seperti itu. Betapa kta tidak sukanya mengalami perasaan itu. TAPi, bila difikir pada sebelah positifnya, ternyata cabaran itu diturunkan Allah kepada kita krn dia percaya kta mampu menghadapi cabaran ini dan improve menjadi seorang yang lebih baik. Lebih berkualiti.

Aku terjumpa ayat yang betol2 menyentuh perasaan ini dari status gtalk salah seorg member aku: "Orang bercita-cita mmg penat, maka jgn lah mengeluh."

Maka, cabaran yang dihadapi (sometimes its ok to cry cause it will burden ur heart too much), kta cuba hadapi dgn senyuman. Senyuman yang ikhlas dari hati. Memang tak akan ada org akan faham penderitaan kta. Maka, kta harus bergerak terus ke hdpn, sambut cabaran dgn rasa rendah diri, tawakal serta sentiasa berdoa semoga dipermudahkan perjalanan masa depan kita.

Thats all I want to state here. I hope u benefit from what I've written here because the pain i felt is not the same pain u felt. But the methods to improve from the pain we felt, is something we can share and guided each other to be a better human and servant of Allah. Wallahuallam.

Sedikit utk dikongsi:

"Tidak ada seorang muslim pun yang berdo`a dengan sesuatu do`a yang tidak ada di dalamnya dosa atau memutuskan kekeluargaan, melainkan Allah akan beri salah satu dari 3 perkara; sama ada disegerakan untuknya (dimakbulkan di dunia), ataupun disimpan untuknya pada hari akhirat (diberi balasan baik pada akhirat), ataupun diselamat dia dari keburukan yang seumpamanya."
Kata al-Imam al-Syaukani dalam Tuhfah az-Zakirin : Hadith ini riwayatkan oleh al-Imam Ahmad, al-Bazzar, Abu Ya'la, kata al-Munziri: Sanadnya sahih (m.s. 65, cetakan. Lubnan)

UCITY Raya Dinner and UCITY Charity Work

2008-09-21T21:47:00.000-07:00

Check out the upcoming event by UCITY: UCITY Grand Raya Dinner and Dean's List Award.

This event is an annual event and this time around the Project Director is Nurul Zuzilawati (Yaiba!~ Mon ami!~ :P).. Do pray for the best on this event and make it the best DINNER IN OPEN AIR. :D

*pics together - facis, committees and the new brothers and sisters*

Latest event conducted by UCITY is Charity Work at Gopeng. This event was conducted by one of the exco which is Communication and Welfare Dept. Its very good event but insya Allah, we can do better in future time. Congratulations everyone involved. :)

COnrete Frisbee Competition: Committee Recruitment

2008-09-21T00:42:00.002-07:00

This event conducted by COMPACT UCITY and we are having the interview session this coming Monday and Tuesday. Come and Join US.

Anything you want to know, can just asked me or person stated in the poster. (better contact the person stated in the poster) XD

ESQ back

2008-09-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

ESQ? WOnder what it is? Try and check this out for details:

http://farhansthought.blogspot.com/

http://www.esq.com.my/main/

2nd addiction

2008-09-20T05:33:00.000-07:00

Hi there. Back here! :D

Let's continue with my 2nd addiction in UTP : UCITY!

UCITY is also known as Universiti Teknologi Petronas Civil Engineering Student's Society is an organization where this club is open only for Civil Engineering students. :)

FYI, I have planned to join this club when i'm in UTP and in my Foundation Year First Semester, i got an offer to join it as committee! (Thanks Fifi and Abg Arif!) ~ I am very glad to join this and my first department is Finance(06/07).

UCITY: Finance Dept(06/07) -- during Foundation 1st

Head: Abg Arif

Asst: Kak Haza

Members:

Kak Lin

Kak Husna(? can't remember her name la~ sorry~)

Abg Fariz (?)

Abg ?? (? :P sorry!~)

Dhil

Zakree

Afiq Suhot

Basically, I know, this department consist most of 2nd yr 1st sem, 2nd yr 2nd sem and 4 foundation first students(me one of them!).

Activity we had done (basically what i remember):

Selling burgers
Selling dadihs
Sponsorship department for charity work (but been canceled last minute)
Open up CONvofair booth (i'm not there all the time. guess what - only me, dhil, zakree, najib n raja is my coursemate to be there.. heee.. )

To be frank, I actually don't understand much what we are doing on that early phase. But, later on, I began to learn. Bit by bit (did i? :P)

On the 2nd semester of me in this department, our department had nothing to do. So I am free for one semester.

And I've joined a UCITY Dinner Team (06/07) -- during my Foundation 2nd

Dept: Media and Branding

Theme of the Dinner: Glitter

This team is my first family that bloomed my love towards UCITY~ Presenting:

Head: Lutfi (BABAH!~ currently fnl yr first)

Asst: Anah( MAMA~ currently 3rd yr 2nd)

Brothers and Sisters:

Apong (currently 3rd yr 1st sem)

Pudin (dah jadi student UNITEN!)

Amira Aziz (same batch with me~)

Kak Yayah (currently 3rd yr 2nd)

Me (currently 2nd yr 1st)

p/s: Gambaq kta2 banyak~ nnt org upload...

Then its AGM time. MyFinance Head asked me to go for the interview (GOSH! I don't know its for the Hicom - still innocent!).. and i go for Treasurer post. :D

The changing phase of UCITY from Jimi to Nasrul

This is my first AGM and I'm still in my Foundation 2nd. My rival is Che Nor. :D

but infortunately, I'm lost~ :(

But my speech that day -- "Please vote for me because i love money" (wakakaka.. bakasaru!)

But then I've promoted to be Asst for Finance Dept (Thx to my prev Finance Head)

UCITY: Finance Dept (07/08) -- during my 1yr 1st

This is the starting if the crazinest of my love towards UCITY!~ I just can't write it here because too many things happen during this first semester of my another year of UCITY.

Head: Aimran (currently 3rd yr 1st sem)

Asst: Me

Loveable brothers and sisters:

Zuzi (same batch! XD)
Aliya (same batch!)
Hasmira (same batch!)
Munirah (same batch with Aim)
Huda (ini celop nih~ same batch with Aim too)
Mamat (the "silent" -- same batch with Aim too)
Fakhrul (same with Aim)
Vannak (a Cambodian, same with Aim also)
Natasha (same with Aim)

p/s: have i missed anyone? if i did.. sorry~

What we have done during the first semester:

Selling kebab
Selling drinks
Open up COnvofair Booth (Theme: Bamboo)

Too much great memories happened here. The hicoms and ecs really like a family. We fought many times, but 5 minutes after a fight, we still can laugh together and find new things to fight over again. Thats what I felt when I'm working with this guys. :P

p/s: Guys, we got too many pics together. Tak larat nak upload~

Then on the next semester

UCITY: Finance (07/08)

We've given a task:

AutoCAD and Bridge Competitions

This internal competition were a collaboration between Finance and MedBrand Dept. It was our last event together as Finance Dept.

and I've been elected as one of the EC for Educational Trip to Indonesia -- during my 1st yr 2nd sem

as Head of Sponsorship Dept. Hahaha.. the first message i've received (which stated "U have been elected as Head of Sponsorship") .. i can't believe myself.. Thanks Nas for giving me the believe.

and my team members are:

Asst: Bro Ayob (currently 3rd yr 1st)

Bros and Sisters:

Rin (currently 2nd yr 2nd)
Zuzi
Aliya
Hasmira
Bart (same with Ayob)
Yazid (same with Ayob)

Thanks my team for being a very strong backbone to me.

Unfortunately this event had to changed into another event which is Educational Trip to Singapore -- continued to my 2nd yr 1st sem.

But still, we've given the honoured by Nas to continued as Sponsorship Dept.

But we have to changed the organization a bit and my team members are:

Asst: Rin

My lovely bros and sisters:

Bart
Zuzi
Aliya
Yazid

and for both of this events our SUPERVISOR is the best SV we have: Pak Cik Mamat (currently 3rd yr 1st sem :P)

A year pass then we're having another AGM. This time around, I know what the interview I'm going for and I'm putting myself in bet for "that" position: Vice President.

The moment of passing UCITY from Nasrul to Fahmi.

This is a very touching moment. (I won't said anything). Then, here also start the legacy of UCITY 08/09.

And this legacy's story continued later on. :)

p/s: I will posted the pics later people. :D